+25th Jan 1988.
+20 years old
Monday, September 25, 2006
too much of drama going on..
anyway,miao got into the hospital yesterday..almost broke her finger becus the cut was so deep she could see the bone.but thank god the doctor said she only fractured the bone,still need to undergo minor surgery though.
she was supposed to join us for dinner yesterday.i msged her but she didnt reply.so i called her and seriously,i think i was being such a bitch..
me:hello?where are u?
miao:i dont think im going..
miao:*sobbing*i broke my finger..
me:haha,dont bluff lah
miao:i really broke my finger!!
i had to pause for awhile to realise she wasnt faking becus shes someone who bullshits alot and its really hard for me to differentiate if shes kidding or not.and i know for sure she felt like shit when i actually said 'dont bluff lah'.how bitch can i get?!
so i went to tell celine(my elder sis)and we were both quite lost becus miao told us not to tell her mom.but in the end,they found out.my aunt and grandma were like on the verge of crying lah..so after dinner,they rushed to the hospital.
we wanted to tag along,but the car was already full.so we came back home and celine suggested to go to the hospital.it was already 11.30pm.but in the end,we still went and my god,when i saw miao,i could feel the pain man.but she remained crappy and tried to entertain us even with her bandaged middle finger.
well actually,she is someone whom i respect i would say,quite alot,compared to my other cousins.and probably the very few whom i consider very,very mature and independent for her age.trust me when i say very mature.just look around me,including myself,there isnt much of an example i can look at.and im not saying this becus shes my cousin and plus,shes hospitalised but becus of the way she handle and look at things.
dat is why frens can seldom,or never see me asking them for advices or hear me complaining about things.she has the best pair of listening ears!my secret weapon.hahaah!my elder sis goes to her for advices too,even though shes younger.see what i mean?
and i feel good being able to catch up with my elder sis.=)).i dont have to elaborate more here becus its for me to know and for me to understand.ive never really understood why they say having sisters are good,it felt like a torture for me.but now,i do!hahaa!;)
life has been helluva rollar coaster ride but..
I LOVE THE WAY THINGS ARE NOW!everything feels just in place and IM LOVIN' IT!!=)))))))) <3
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