+25th Jan 1988.
+20 years old
Monday, July 23, 2007
Here i am,sitting and typing in pain.
Chatted with my elder sis till this morning about 4am.I was okay all along until when i wanted to stand up,i realised i couldn't stand up at all.My back friggin hurt like crap!I couldn't even sit straight!Then my elder sis was looking through the webcam and i felt as though she was watching some drama episode or something.Hahaah!Ok,very bad time to joke.But yea,i was in so much pain until i couldn't even shout.
Initially Cel thought it was funny because she said i looked like i was in labour.But after the pain persists,she got panicked and called but i couldn't even talk properly.I know the 'hollywood blood' is in me lah,but act so long also tired right?LOL!So she asked me to wake my maid up but please,she sleeps like a pig too.
Then i decided to call up Ruiza because i didn't want to wake my dad up.Luckily she wasn't asleep so i asked her to accompany me to Thomson Medical.Wrong choice.They don't have the X-RAY and i had to wait till about 8am,so forget it.Then the nurse asked what happened and i told her and she was like,
'maybe your kidney got problem.'
WTF?!SERIOUSLY,i wanted to swear so damn much because i was really damn scared.So she was saying better go to the big hospital because if we stayed on,they will refer me to the big hospital anyway.So okay,we decided to go to Mount.E instead.
While on the way there,at the back of my mind,i was worried sick.You may find it stupid because i kept praying and think to myself 'have i been a good person?'.HAHAAH,yes i know,damn *&(^%#$ right?So i was like,
'please let me be ok.i promise i will be a better person',and stuff like that.
I don't know lah,it's just me.Everytime when something bad happens to me the first thing that comes to my mind would be 'have i been a good person?'.
We reached there and the doctor suggested to give me a jab to 'minimise' the pain.RIGHT.........
So i was like asking the nurse,
Me:is it pain?
Nurse:if i say no then i'll be lying.
WOW,that really helps!Then after that,they refer me to do some XRAY and the doc was telling me if the pain still doesn't go away,i'll have to go for an op and some physiotherapy.Yah,that serious.And what's more serious is that,it costs a bomb ok!?Just this XRAY thingy already cost more than my 1 month's pay.PUI.
But thank god everything's ok,i mean compared to *CHOY* if my kidney got problem.Stupid nurse,gave me a fright.
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