+25th Jan 1988.
+20 years old
Thursday, April 02, 2009
I think it's only a matter of time i'm gonna move out and stay on my own.It's quite tormenting to stay in a place where there's so little communication in the house and living with a dad who wants everything his way.Very demanding,very unreasonable..just very miserable staying here.Like there's not gonna be much difference if i were to stay alone anyway.
Trust me,i'm not being childish or anything.I'm not someone who acts rashly only to regret my actions.This is an important decision and i'm definitely gonna need to do some planning before i make any huge move.
Didn't had any choice when i was younger,when i can't really support myself.I'm not saying i can fully support myself now but at least,i'm able to earn my own bucks and get on without taking money from my dad.In the past,he could only threaten me with my allowance whenever i misbehave.What else can parents do seriously?Their only way to 'get back' at us is simply using the very direct and practical way - Cut out any financial means that we are reliant on.
Well too bad for you people who are still taking your folk's money.You just gotta bear with it.I mean,i'm pretty sure not everyone's parents are as mean as mine.
Like recently,and yes,recently,i don't know what has gotten into my dad.Ever since the starting of 2009,it's been like a cursed or something!His temper has been getting from bad to worse and now,worser.
I just can't stand being 'financially threatened' .What?The most give him back the credit cards lor?I seriously won't die without credit cards.In fact,i gave him back the 2 cards which he gave me and i felt so much better now that the temptation of wanting to swipe the card for the sake of swiping it is gone!Kind of like a load off my back.And he will start saying things like,
'So you think you work now means very big deal lah?What can you do with your salary?'And all that shit.Yah,it's a big deal to me man!All i have to do now is to clear all my debts from him and i'll be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!Then i don't have to listen to his piercing words.
He also asked me to stop using his car.Fine.Not that i'll die without driving either!Worse come to worse,if i ever were to drive again,my driving skills will be as lousy as i just started and probably,for me getting into an accident will be x 10000000000 times higher only what.
Can't really find anyone to talk about this kind of thing.Their answer will be damn standard.Very sian.
Hai,ok..time to hit the books again.
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