Thursday, November 19, 2009
[...sometimes you are so tired of smiling and trying to be nice to others when others do not try to smile or be nice to you. Not a saint but you know you have tried to be good to others but others do not seem to try to be good to you; in fact, they begin to think you are a pushover. When every good seems to be forgotten and each bad remembered. When a sheet of white paper with a black dot is noticed only for its black dot. When whatever credit you thought you might have built up counts for nothing really.
I really don’t want to be calculative. But I really don’t want to be too accomodating either. How many can you accomodate in your life? How many would you like to accomodate in your life? Seriously, people who matter. I don’t want to be too accomodating. I’ll keep this at the back of my head. And continue to be the same, the way I deem right.]
From Elvin Ng's blog. Suddenly i feel he can read my mind.Just kidding.
But yes,that's exactly what's on my mind.I know people whom i loved and loves me can and will accept my flaws.And i,too,have tried.Really hard.
Then again,like i've always said,love yourself before loving others.
I think i shall love myself even more now.
12:57 PM ]