Cindy.Chen



About ME

+25th Jan 1988.
+20 years old
+PSBAcademy.
+mhss.
+family.
+music.
+travel

Tagboard

...TAGGIE!



...HITS


...ARCHIVES
  • March 2005
  • April 2005
  • May 2005
  • June 2005
  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • October 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • January 2010
  • February 2010
  • March 2010
  • April 2010
  • May 2010
  • June 2010
  • July 2010
  • August 2010
  • September 2010
  • November 2010
  • December 2010
  • January 2011
  • February 2011
  • April 2011
  • July 2011
  • December 2011
  • January 2012
  • April 2012
  • June 2012
  • July 2012
  • August 2012
  • September 2012
  • October 2012
  • December 2012
  • March 2013
  • April 2013
  • June 2013
  • August 2013
  • September 2013
  • October 2013
  • November 2013
  • December 2013
  • May 2014
  • December 2014
  • December 2015
  • December 2016

  • Friends

    Celine
    Elena
    Sam
    Karen
    Derrick
    Kaijia
    Kelvin
    Majidah
    Carol



    Tuesday, October 16, 2012
    Lately, i feel my attitude sucks..and i don't know why!
    I get so annoyed by little things and would flare at people whom i love most, my family.:( 


    I know it's not right and we human always take things for granted knowing that family would never forsake us no matter how we treat them. And i really hate myself for that.

    I honestly don't know what has happened to me. It's like i feel my attitude changed ever since the starting of October for whatever (i don't even know!) reasons. 


    It's a ritual my dad would drop me to school on Saturday mornings before heading to gramps and usually, we will have endless topics to talk about. Like really endless and i would always hope the ride was longer. But for the past couple of weeks, i had nothing to talk to him about. Or rather, i just didn't feel like talking. 

    I don't know.


    My mom too. I was so angry with her yesterday, i actually slammed the door at her. Of course i felt really guilty after that but i just can't bring myself to apologise. For some reason, i'm really scared that the 'old' me is back. That rebellion and not give a damn to anything or anyone 'me'. 


    JUST WHAT THE F*** IS WRONG WITH ME THESEDAYS?!?!!?!?IT'S REALLY DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!
    Argh!


    Labels: , , ,



    cindy [ 11:19 AM ]