Tuesday, October 08, 2013
I hate this year so much.
I kept having this sudden bout of sadness and I can't make it go away.I'm definitely not the most positive person around but I would always try to look at the positive/good side in every situation but damn,it's getting harder.
It's just so hard to be strong.Especially when something so bad hits you and you have no time to react at all.
I guess this couple of months really drained the shit out of me.And the funny thing is,I even have the patience and mood to try and talk people out of shitty things that are happening in their lives when I think what I'm facing is probably x10000 times worse than what they are facing.
Everyday I put on a brave front,like I'm ready to tackle any problem that is coming my way.Well,I used to be that,not anymore.Not now at least.
I need to find peace with myself.This internal battle I'm fighting with myself is slowly but surely killing me.I have no idea how long I'm gonna stay sane.At this rate I'm going,I'd probably snap soon.
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