you can't lose what you never had

2012-01-16T00:54:00.003+08:00

OH HI!!!

My initial plan was to update the blog on 01.01.2012 but as usual,plan never works.To start off a happy news,i passed all my last sem's exams!!!!!:D:D:D

Yes,all three of them!!!!It's like a freakin' load off my shoulders i tell you.:)My hands were trembling when i logged into the student portal and i couldn't stop smiling like an idiot after seeing my results!What a great way to start off 2012!:) Oh,actually not.I started my 2012 in a more exciting way!

Finally visited the casino for the first time on 01.01.2012!!!!I couldn't believe how spontaneous my dad was when i told him i wanted to go to the casino.I was,in fact,expecting a lecture from him but wheeeee!!

Me: Let's go casino!

Dad: Really?Okay,let's go!

My first time playing Russian Roulette and you wouldn't believe how lucky i was.Yea,truth is,i couldn't believe it myself!!!!The first round i asked my dad to help me place the bet and well,we lost.Second round i decided to try myself and woooo!WIN!!!!!and WIN x35 times!!!I didn't even know i won until my cousin turned to me and screamed and then i turned to my dad and sis and screamed.HAHAAHA!It was quite hilarious.We played for a good 2hours+?And went home after and since the $100 levy for valid for 24 hours,we decided to bring my mom and grandma to the casino the next day because they too,haven't been in there.

Decided to try my luck again on Russian Roulette and placed my bet and OMG,WON AGAIN!!!I couldn't believe my luck!!!But this time,i won and i stopped:)My grandma was too cute!We went over to this booth which requires her to place her bet on any picture on the table and the dealer would spin the wheel.First bet that she bet on was lantern and it turned out to be a fire cracker.Not pleased,she placed the next bet on the fire cracker but it turned out to be a lantern!Even the dealer couldn't believe it.HAHAAHAHA!So yea,we decided to move on to other booths and my grandma couldn't hide her disappointment and went like,

Grandma: haiya!so wasted!!!

So finally,we kinda recoup back our losses and while making our way out of the casino,we passed by the Spinning wheel booth again and the dealer was smiling at us as if to lure us back again.And we did.HAHAAAHAH!So grandma decided to place her bet on lantern again and guess what?

LANTERN IT WAS!!!!!

We screamed like crazy and even the dealer was screaming with us!He was so happy giving away the chips?HAHAAAHAH!Fortunately we went back happily!What a great way to start 2012 right!?!?

I know it's only the starting of 2012 but i'm already loving 2012!!!:)

2011-12-31T12:43:00.004+08:00

Finally the last day of 2011.I still can't believe it.

Recap of what i've done in the year of 2011:

- Turned 23.Which means i'll be turning 24 soon:(

- Started my degree,1st year gone.

- Made new friends.Lovely classmates i've got.

- Assignments!

- Assignments!!

- Assignments!!!

Oh yes,ever since uni life started,i've been burying myself with assignments.It's so stressful!Which is why i'd always count down to the holiday after exam and perhaps go for a short trip to unwind myself but apparently this december,i decided to stay in the country instead.Probably the many happenings in december like catching up with friends made me decide to stay for the holiday.

It will be a brand new year again.2nd year of uni awaits me and as always,i'm still very much looking forward to what the new year will bring me even though every year seemed like the same.Same but different at the same time.

Happy 2012 everyone!Let go of the old,bring in the new!

Blessed year ahead!:)

2011-12-18T21:02:00.003+08:00

It suddenly dawned on me that i'm turning 24 soon.

OMG,24..WTF!ONE MORE YEAR TO HITTING 1/4 OF A CENTURY.Come to think of it,turning 18 and 21 wasn't that big of a deal!!!!!!!

It's really a mixture of feelings.You know,i never quite believed those who said time flies when you hit 21 until i've been through that stage.Probably with each passing year,i'll be more depressed.

24 soon yet i feel i've not done any exciting things to spice up my life.I should really stop procrastinating and start doing something that is productive/exciting and something which i can strike off on my bucketlist while i'm still young!

Let me think.

2011-12-08T20:40:00.004+08:00

Another reason to hate exams?

GINORMOUS ZITS!!!!!!!!!I SWEAR IT LOOKS MUCH BIGGER IN REAL LIFE.

2011-07-19T23:16:00.005+08:00

Today is a day i'd probably remember for the rest of my life.

I've always believed that everything happens for a reason.Whether it's good or bad,there is a reason.Well,there must be.I wouldn't call myself an optimist,because i'm not.But whenever i tell myself that cliche sentence,it really did help in making my life easier.

Today(19 July 2011)is probably the most random and meaningful day ever.

I was supposed to meet up with Ju at Chomp Chomp for dinner but she decided to change the venue to Maxwell Food Centre.Given the usual me,i'd probably just skip dinner and meet up with her another day but instead,i agreed.Esther on the other hand,randomly whatsapp me asking if i would like to sing karaoke and i almost immediately agreed too.Problem is,i have to meet Ju for dinner first.So,i asked Esther to join us.

I was late due to the jam and Esther arrived early.No idea why she decided to cross over to the other side of the road while waiting for me,but she did.And thank goodness she did!

So she was pacing up and down somewhere near the church and then,she saw an uncle lying on a flight of stairs in a pool of blood.I reached and quickly rushed to the scene and she was visibly shaken to what had happened.

I have never..NEVER witnessed such scenes before.And i too,were slightly shaken.

It was a POOL OF BLOOD!Then,one of the policeman took hold of the elderly man and at one point,the uncle was grasping for air and he stopped breathing and his fingers and toes were stiffen.I nearly cried when i saw that and the few of us who witnessed it quickly shouted 'Uncle wake up!Uncle!',just hoping he would regain his consciousness.I've never felt so helpless before.

Just then,the ambulance came.Stupid ambulance made a few headless turns which wasted so much precious time!I think the uncle did regained his consciousness when he was being carried away and we are really praying hard for him!:(

Esther's been taking it hard on herself but i think she has already done what she can.There must be a reason why she was there when,had she not whatsapp me,we wouldn't have met up there and she wouldn't have witnessed it and that uncle would probably be left unnoticed.

Yes I agree,a lot times when bad things happen to us,we tend to FML this FML that.Instead of grumbling,why not try to be more optimistic about it and believe that things happen for a reason -A reason which we will find out eventually.

Stay blessed and happy,people!

2011-04-29T13:26:00.001+08:00

I need to do something to this space.

2011-02-22T13:23:00.003+08:00

I need an outlet to vent my anger.

KAPLAN SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I swear man,i'm not gonna recommend the school to anyone!It's the MOST INEFFICIENT,IRRESPONSIBLE AND MONEY SUCKER SCHOOL EVER!!!!!I've never had such regrets in my life before but ever since signing up for Kaplan,i'm having regrets each and every day!!!!!

Honestly,had i not paid for the school fees,which costs a whoooping 12(freaking)K in less than 4 months,i'd have left the damn school!!!!

F them all incompetent people man!

2011-02-15T13:27:00.002+08:00

'It's a small world afterall..'

Indeed.Or maybe it's just in Singapore.Everyone knows everyone!Geeeeez!

1) Had a farewell dinner with Miao and her bf and over dinner,we found out that Miao's bf was actually an ex-schoolmate of my paternal's cousin.You should have seen our shocked faces,it was amusing considering the fact that Miao and her bf has been dating for over 3 years and we only found out that day.

2) Classmate actually knows Elena's ex bf.
Classmate : Eh,how you know *J?
Me: Oh,my best friend's ex.
Classmate: *with mouth wide open* HUH?EX?i thought they would last..
Me: Yeahhhh..i thought so too.

3) I found out from FB that my another classmate actually know one of the investigation officer whom i spoke to last year.Shan't reveal much on what happened but yea,didn't have the chance to thank him so got my classmate to thank him for me.LOLLL

4) Ex-classmate in PSB(who turned out to be my distant-cousin,omg) is a colleague of my friend.

It's quite amazing actually.

I'm stuck with my essay and it's due tomorrow.Wish me luck

2011-02-10T21:10:00.004+08:00

2 weeks just gone by like that..

It's been so many years and so many times we sent my older sister off at the airport but each time,it just gets harder.

My family is pretty conservative in a way we seldom express our feelings to each other.We tend to bottle up our feelings but somehow,we know how each other feel without sayng much.Telepathy i guess?

I'd say these 2 weeks have been pretty well-spent.Quite a lot of family time which i really cherished!

CNY atmosphere just isn't there anymore.It's so quiet that it doesn't even feel like CNY.

I have too much thoughts to pen down but i really have no idea where to start.Maybe i should just sleep them off..

I hate goodbyes:(

'Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. And yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, an afternoon that is so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four, or five times more? Perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless...'

Amazing.

2011-01-26T11:02:00.003+08:00

I'm officially 23.

The number just keep increasing every year but i'm quite certain i'll still act/talk/behave like this even when i'm 40.Okay maybe not.

The day started off good!

Received a call from Celine(older sis)right after midnight.She stayed up just to wish me even though she was really sick.Awwwww~

Dad cooked *mee sua with abalone and chicken thigh for me and gave me *angbao!It's been such a while since he remembered my birthday(it's either he's not home/i'll have celebration outside with my friends),much less cooked mee sua and gave me angbao!:):)

Dad's mee sua

Then it was off to Mom's place and again,another bowl of mee sua!I was really really full but somehow i managed to finish the whole bowl of it.I impress myself sometimes.

Mom's mee sua

I love my family so much!!!

Met Elena,my primary school's best friend aka bbbfff for 'Burlesque' and the show was AWESOME!It's been awhile since both of us actually went out and have a good meal and really catch up.But yes,this dear friend of mine is gonna stay with me till i die.No pun intended.

After which was dinner with Sam,Esther,Kiong,Wendy and Wiki at Astons and i finally had a taste of steak.Wagyu Beef to be precise.It was okay..but after this,i'm more certain than ever that i can really do without beef.HAHAAAHAA

I guess it's true.As you get older,you tend to be less enthusiastic about the things it used to matter.How weird.

Alright,have a good day y'all!:)

*mee sua = are Chinese noodles cooked during important festivities which signifies long life in Chinese culture,and as such is a traditional birthday food.

*ang bao = is a monetary gift which is given during holidays or special occasions. The red colour of the envelope symbolises good luck and is supposed to ward off evil spirits

2011-01-20T20:40:00.002+08:00

As the day drew closer,the more relax i am.

Every year by this time,i'd have been so stressed out i wished i didn't plan anything in the first place.

And i'm glad i didn't - this time round.

Well i guess it's really part of aging?Every year the excitement of celebrating my birthday just kinda dies down inside me.Never mind about the fact that i hate planning,it's the process of 'inviting' people to 'celebrate' this 'special day' with you.

It's like you're almost begging them to spare that few hours to celebrate with you.Nay,i'm over that.

Anyhooooos,the new car has finally arrived!!!!WOOOOHOOOOO!And it's goooooooooorgeous.I mean,the more i look at it,the more i'm in love with it.It wasn't a love at first sight for me man but love can be cultivated!;p

Nice way to start the new year!

School has officially started about a week ago and well,what can i say?It's really stressful!At least i've cleared my Business Accounting and Business Law bridging so,CHEERS TO THAT!!!

I'm getting a MACBOOK PRO next week,so YAY TO THAT TOOO!!!

New house will be ready in 1/2 years time and i've been given in charge to design the house,stressful but WOOOOOOOO!!!

It's only the 2nd week of 2011 and i'm already loving 2011!:D

2011-01-11T10:22:00.003+08:00

I guess being not calculative may some time be a bad thing.People tend to take advantage of you.It probably runs in the family that we tend not to be too calculative to people around us.For me,i'm usually quite easy with friends.But lately,i feel some of them are taking me for granted..in monetary terms especially.I hope i'm just being too sensitive.

I mean come on,who doesn't love money?But just don't go over the limit of trying to suck every penny out of the person.

I'm not gonna name names but if you think i'm talking about you,then..it's probably you.

2011-01-07T10:10:00.001+08:00

My school schedule for next week is FANTASTIC.

I will be having school on,

MONDAY,TUESDAY,WEDNESDAY,FRIDAY,SATURDAY and SUNDAY.

That's all i have to say.

FANTASTIC.

2011-01-05T10:07:00.005+08:00

Ever since i've stopped working at the childcare,it's been quite awhile since i woke up before 11am for work.

Working for my dad officially starts next monday but i have to go down to the office today to set up some stuff.I don't know if its a good thing working for my dad but oh well..instead of 'working',i prefer to term it 'helping'.

I really miss childcare a lot!I miss those kids!!:(

Enael,Harrison and Eugene especially!The three cutest little things ever!Hurhurrrrr!The only reason i couldn't continue working was because of my schedule.They need me to work 5 days and I have school on three days and apart from school,i'd also have to commit myself to Pro Musique for at least 4 days..how to squeeze out the time?Sigh!

So yeah,stopping at childcare means lesser income which i can't survive solely based on Pro's pay since converting into part time.

I don't know man.A part of me wants to leave the music school so badly but another part of me tells me to wait till i finish my studies.It's really not easy juggling both school and work to be honest.I may seem to be doing nothing most of the time but when it do get busy,it's really busy and it always do when my exams are around the corner which can really drive me up the walls.

I have friends telling me to study full-time instead.But trust me,once you get used to working..you wouldn't really wanna go back to studying full-time.Because,

Full-time student = taking allowance from parents

It's not ego.It's just..weird to be taking allowance from my dad.I like working because you can spend whatever and however you like without being questioned.Afterall,you're working for your own keeps.

Sigh!Life dilemma.

2011-01-02T03:17:00.004+08:00

How was your new year's countdown?

Mine was spent at home..ALONE!Thinking my dad would be alone at home(considering the fact that he's been home for the past few NYE),i decided to stay home and keep him company BUT,he went for countdown instead.-____-" Should have went over to mom's.

So yup,NYE and first day of 2011 was basically spent at home watching tv.Every channel on SCV was available so yayyyy to that!:)

I started 'sorting' out my table just awhile ago.Couldn't stand it cus it was in a huge mess!It still is,but i'm quite lazy to go through everything thoroughly.Like i've questioned myself before..i have no idea why my room is always in a mess no matter how many times i clean it!Things just keep pilling up and everytime after cleaning my room,i have bags and bags of rubbish to clear.From.......god knows where!It's never ending:(

I know right!2nd day of 2011 and i'm already complaining.Gotta stop this habit of complaining.

5th Jan is my school's orientation.Well,not really looking forward to it but i guess it wouldn't be that bad since i've already know one of my classmate.

It's a start of a new year!Looking forward to something good this year:)

HOPEFULLY!

2010-12-31T13:02:00.003+08:00

Like i've promised..

2010 has been pretty smooth-sailing i guess?Sure there are bumps here and there but yea,nothing too drastic.

The year started off with me celebrating my 22nd birthday.And in about 25 more days,i'll be turning 23.DAMN THOSE NUMBERS!!!!Geez,i really don't know is it just me or does everyone feels the same that time really pass by damn fast!It's amazing how each passing year just seemed more clearer and vivid to me..

I didn't achieve much in 2010..just like in any other years.
Same job.
Same friends.
Same qualification.

Nothing interesting!Why ah..why my life like so boring but yet i love it.

Things only got interesting at year end:

1) Travelled alone for the first time.Okay lah not really..but i did went Abu Dhabi and spent a night there alone.And flew to Chicago alone.
2) Sat First Class suite for the first time.A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!
3) Started my bridging modules for my degree
4) Dad finally bought a new car after 8 years!New car will be arriving in late jan/early feb!
5) New house gonna be ready soon..means gonna move soon which i really,really dread the thoughts of it.I really love where i'm living now!Sigh..
6) More random and impromptu meet-ups with friends.

Yea,basically that's about it.

And to wrap up the year,I think my laptop has finally decided to die on me on NEW YEAR'S EVE.

It was still working well before i went out yesterday but when i came back,everything's changed.Sad!I can still on it but it blanks itself after startup.Irritating!

And the best thing was,i have a spare laptop from my dad but i can't find the charger for it!GRRRR!!And the internet just kept disconnecting.Super *pek chek to the max!

What a way to end the year right?Sigh!

Nevertheless,i still count my blessings everyday:)

2010,you have been not especially nice to me but good enough.

Off you go because i'm welcoming 2011 with even wider arms.Hmpf!

HAPPY 2011!!!:D:D

*Pek Chek = Irritated/Fed up

2010-12-28T14:45:00.008+08:00

Belated Merry Christmas!

As usual,Christmas eve was spent at paternal grandma's place.Jon Paul is such a joy,really!I was eating halfway and he went to the kitchen and got me a coke!He only gave it to me.NOBODY NOBODY BUT ME!SO SWEEEEEEEEEEEEET!I'm not really a fan of carbonated drinks but for him,i'd gladly down 5 bottles of it.Such a darling lah he.:)

HOW NOT TO LOVE HIM YOU TELL ME?!!?!?!?

Only managed to take a few pics because i was busy eating.

After dinner was movie with Derrick and Joanna!Love being a lightbulb.

On Christmas day itself,we had alil mini party with my cousins.It was nice..since it's the FIRST christmas we spent with everyone.Usually we have our own plans on Christmas so yup!Not too bad for a first!:D

Ah ma enjoying as you can see..airing her armpits.LOLLLL

I had the most tiring job that day..being 'host'/photographer/sweeper/entertainer

After which was an impromptu meet-up with my BFFFFFs.Nice catching up with my BFFFFFs!

BFFFFFs:Andy(BFFF),Derrick,Ruiza..missing Karen Tan.

Geez,i can't believe in 3 days time we're gonna bid goodbye to 2010!FREAKIN' FAST MAN THE TIME!!Can slow down not?So it's true once you hit 21,time flies like nobody's business.DAMNNNNNNN!!!

I'll just leave the 'what-i-have-achieved-in-2010' list on the last day of 2010.Since that's my ritual but quite frankly,i think i have achieved nothing this year.It's okay,i still have 3 more days!HAHAHAAAHAH!

Abrupt end.

2010-12-02T14:46:00.007+08:00

Bye Abu Dhabi!I'll see you again..

Kinda like a must-have-pic when you're onboard! :p

Back in Singapore!Humid Singapore!!:(:(

Oh well,kinda having mixed feelings.Good to be home for sure but that also means back to reality!!:(

So anyway there was this Korean star which arrived yesterday too right and they set up this 'special path' supposedly just for him.When i came out,i walked directly through it and only realised when i was halfway out..quite embarrassing but there was no turning back.HAHAHAAH!Elena my bbbfff(HAHAAHA,we figured that bfff sounds really bimbotic) fetched me from the airport and we went off for supper cus i was kinda starving.

I slept at around 2am and woke up at 1.30pm,a total of 11.5 hours!Freakin' awesome!?My gosh,didn't know i was so tired.Probably cus i didn't get to sleep onboard.

Ahhhh,school's starting tomorrow and i'm dreading the thought of it already.Booohooooooo!

2010-11-27T19:43:00.005+08:00

So i'm stuck here all alone in Abu Dhabi.Celine has flown off to Beijing and will only be back on the 3rd of Dec.Which means..i will be going to the airport alone,again.Off to Singapore~

Kinda having second thoughts on travelling alone..LOLLLL!I mean it's definitely good to have some me-time but it gets alil boring without someone to talk/share it to.And since i've been left alone for the past many days,i realised some facts about myself.I get really paranoid when i'm alone.

I have to sleep with the lights on.ALL OF THEM!
I have to sing in the shower.
I have to blast the music.MUSIC IS LIKE A MUST!!!Even when i'm asleep.

The above doesn't happen when i'm back in Singapore though.Weird.Maybe i'm just timid in a foreign land.

Anyhoos,Chicago's been great!

Flying first class rocks!I WANNA BE RICH EVEN MORE BADLY NOW!!!Weather was really cold and i had winter itch quite badly.Our hotel was situated right smack in downtown so going anywhere was so darn convenient!Walking wasn't a problem too,since the weather was chilly = No sweat,literally.

I know i shouldn't be lazy and start updating proper posts but..i really am lazy.Sorting and uploading the pics are already killing me!Boohoooo:(

2010-09-26T15:25:00.002+08:00

After a week of working in a childcare,i think i've built arm muscles even without going to the gym.

It's soooooooooooo tiring!!!!....but it's rewarding as well.Oh,who am i to say man.I've only been there for a week!But it's rewarding in a sense that erm,for example on the first day,i was supposed to coax the kiddos to sleep.And yes,i failed miserably!

THEY ENDED UP BEING MORE ENERGETIC!!!!!-____-

So the next day i tried again,and managed to coax like two kids to sleep.

The third day,ALL!

I'm awesome.HAHAHAHAAHA!

Apparently there's a techinque to make them fall asleep!So yup,that was quite rewarding for me.:)

And it's sooooo difficult to bathe them!My back hurts like crap and it's really not an easy job man!But the time flies like nobody's business which is good.

My dad's off to Thailand and will be back on Wednesday.Sigh,can't wait for nov to come!!!!!

2010-09-17T20:15:00.003+08:00

I hope someday i will understand the reason why i'm here for.

I fear mentally i've aged faster than my peers.I worry more than i should and quite frankly,i don't know why.

Seriously,i don't care if i looked as though i'm a bad sister.I'm not her mother/father but why do i always feel like there's a need to scold the shit out of her to make her wake up her freakin' idea.Act all pitiful and kept telling the world how pathetic her life is.Yes,i'm sure.Just because of a f-up guy.You want your life to be pathetic so that's how it's gonna be.

An 18-year-old but mentality is still stuck at twelve.

The world doesn't revolve around you.

You know what,i think i give up.

I give up,really.

This is the last straw.
From today on,i'm gonna wash my hands off her business.

2010-09-17T14:00:00.007+08:00

It's true that ever since Facebook was created,i have lost the interest to blog.Lost even more interest trying to upload pictures in this blog.Very sad leh..i like blog with pictures.

And then i had been comtemplating since forever to delete this space or not which ultimately,i have decided not to.In case i die a famous way,people will be interested to know how my life was and stuff.They will start googling my name with a 'blog' behind and when they do find out about this space,they will probably be thinking - ' Okay,her death is more interesting than her life.'

Sigh!

SO SAD!:(

And this is how i'm gonna end this entry.

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Okay maybe not.

I've gotten a job at a childcare centre and i'm gonna start work on this coming Monday!Really excited for it BUT!!!I think i'm gonna have trouble waking up!I have to be up by 6.45am!!!

HOLY MARY MOTHER OF JESUS CHRIST!

How am i supposed to do that man?!?!?I think i will have to knock myself out by 7pm on Sunday.

Can't wait to see all the cute little babies waiting to get their asses wiped.LOL!!!!Okay i'm just kidding lah but apparently that's one of the job scope in infant care!I'm not really sure what's my job scope is though but whatever it is,i'm up for the challenge!

Will still be working at the music school though.I can't possibly leave it in a lurch now and i think there's gonna be quite a handful of changes here and there in the near future.I just really hope everything will work out fine!

Childcare will be a whole new experience once again and it will also be a good thing for me - To see if this is really what i want and if it's so,i will definitely consider taking a cert in early childhood after my degree.At least if i know it isn't,i have a degree to back me up.

Dad's health is making us worried sick.I mean he seems healthy and all but he went for a check-up the other day and the result didn't turn out to be as good.I just hope it's one of those health scare and nothing more than that.Sigh..i just pray that my family will stay healthy and safe.

See what blogging does to me?

EMO!

2010-09-11T14:53:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOO!!

Back for alil updates!:)

Finally paid off my sleep debt!(the school's closed for a week,so..yaaaahooo to that!)
Gonna be flying off to Chicago in November and i simply CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!Speaking of which,FINALLY after 22 years i think i'm gonna see snow!!I know,sad ain't it?Better late than never!It's only gonna be a 5 days trip though:(then i'll be off to Abu Dhabi for the next 10 days!Geez,wonder what am i gonna do there.BUT!!Anything to get out of stressful Singapore really.
Finally settled my school enrolment and am officially a Murdoch University student.MUAHAHAHA!School's gonna start in Jan though but i'm quite eager to get everything started because it's not business i'm handling anymore so..YAY TO THAT!!!
On the look out for a new job with better pay but then again,all's not confirmed because i would have to see if it fits into my study schedule as well.

I'm glad things are working out well.I had been stressed out for the past couple of months because there had been issues after issues which nearly drove me insane!And it doesn't help that i've been coughing for more than a month now.I guess it's time to get my life back on track,hopefully my health too.

Room's in a mess again!Gonna start packing and maybe breathe in some fresh air!

Toodles!

2010-08-03T00:56:00.002+08:00

Decisions,decisions,decisions!Really hate making decisions!!

There's so many things to consider and i really have to sit down and weigh the importance.

I have too many things in mind now i can't seem to think properly.I know someday i have to get out of my comfort zone but i'm not sure if i'm ready for it now.I mean,opportunities doesn't come knocking twice i get that but really,i don't know what's holding me back either.

3 years......to be gone for 3 years from my family,my friends,the environment i grew up rather comfortably in,i don't know if i'm up for that.

3 years...i will be what,25?Geez.

I guess a part of me doesn't wanna miss out anything for the coming years.I don't wanna come back feeling detached from things i used to be attached to.

I don't wanna come back to a place i'm supposed to be familiar with but feel unfamiliar at the same time.

I know this is a good exposure for myself.And it's a really good chance i should grab.

Maybe i should just get out of my comfort zone.

2010-07-24T11:09:00.003+08:00

I'm at work now..but oh well,nothing much to do anyway.

Had a mini 2A class gathering at Andy's place last night and it went quite smoothly.I mean,it's always nice catching up with one another after not meeting for such a long time!

It's funny how we will always remember the trivia things and then have a good laugh about it.Like we used to hide our handphones in the ceiling/curtains(don't ask how we did it,we just did!we were pretty awesome)and then there was once one of the phones rang and the whole class was really cooperative for ONCE and we had to fake cough just to 'cover' up the vibration/ringing tone.Quite hilarious thinking about it!And of course,i have no idea how we thought of all the different 'hidding places' to hide our phones cus at that time,we weren't allowed to bring phones to school.

Oh well,good times good times.Making me feel nostalgia and all!But yes,we must look forward.

I can't wait to watch Inception!And to go Universal Studios!!!Gosh,gonna take a few days off to relax myself cus firstly,the new maid is here(yah,we changed the previous one)so have to teach her loads of stuff.Secondly,Celine is gonna come back again on Wednesday.The previous time she came back i didn't have time for her cus i was in Genting so yup,make it up to her!

And..visit my grandma and Jon Paul!!!Oh goodness,miss that darling boy so much!!

LOVE TO KEEP MYSELF OCCUPIED!!!!!

2010-07-20T19:42:00.002+08:00

I think i've blogged the least this year.I've always liked the idea of reading my past entries to see what i've done/what happened on this particular day just to,you know,recollect some of the happenings.But i guess in 2011 i'm gonna have trouble doing that because i can literally count the number of entries i have in 2010 with my fingertips.-_-

It doesn't help that my laptop is giving me problems AGAIN.It shuts down as and when it likes!

Anyway,just some of the highlights right now.

1) I've finally finished my diploma!!!!!!!!!!Okay,actually it was about 2 months ago but yea,never too late to boast!:):) Results ain't that fantastic but i'm really,really proud of myself.

2) Applied for University of Manchester in SIM and currently waiting for the application outcome.No high hopes though..from past experiences - The higher you hope,the greater you fall.

3) Already started saving $monies$!!Something which i've been trying damn hard to but kept failing.

4) HATES STARHUB!!!

Erm yah,that's about it.Quite loserish but hey,you can't expect more from someone who has a monotonous life okay.Pffffffts!

2010-07-06T10:43:00.005+08:00

And so i'm back.

I was reading back an entry on my Genting Trip 4 years ago with Ruiza and i seriously think i'm getting old.There are a lot of things i can't remember -__-" Thank goodness for blog!I mean sure there are things i can remember vividly but some bits are completely out.Like,i've forgotten we stayed up to watch World Cup.

Anyway,so i went to Genting again this year - 4 years later,with Karen,Andy,Derrick and Joanna.Ahh yes,i'm always a lightbulb but a welcoming one.LOLOL,or at least that's what i think.

I'm just gonna copy and paste what i posted up on FB to save my braincells.

'Our first trip together! (28th to 30th june 2010)

Met the group at Bugis for Mcdonalds breakfast and off we go,to Golden Mile.Waited for about 1/2 hour for the coach and the journey began.

I had a difficult time trying to fall asleep while Derrick and Joanna slept for 5 hours straight!(The journey was 7 hours)So yah,they practically slept their ...journey away.

Day 1 was nothing much.I was already stoning by 8ish while eating Kenny Rogers(which sucked damn badly)and we visited the Casino.Quite an eye-opener for me since it was my first time there and the Casino was packed with smokers.We were literally breathing smokes..-_-"

Day 2 saw us waking up early in the morning for breakfast and it was off to the themepark!I didn't dare to sit the 'Space Shot' initially but somehow the girls,Karen and Joanna,psychoed me and after 45 mins of queuing up,we weren't allowed to sit because of the rain and thunder.HENG AH!!!But i was really looking forward to it lah.kekee!

After which was dinner at some seafood restaurant which serves really good food!The dishes were cleared up by all of us,okay mostly Derrick.Just kidding,i meant Karen and Andy.

We got up earlier than Day 2 on the last day and headed for brekkie at Marrybrown.Pictures are deceiving!The breakfast menu looked really appetising but what was served,was not.Check-out from the hotel and then we chilled at Starbucks while waiting to board the coach back to Singapore.

The weather was so gooooood,i like!And i love being a lightbulb,thank you very much.:)'

Of course,since i'm on my blog i'm gonna be more elaborate just in case i look back at this entry 4 years later.

So yup,Karen's dad sent us to Golden Mile and we waited for awhile to board the coach.I thought it would be rather empty since it's non-peak but no leh,the bus was full.This time we took Grassland.The seats are really comfortable.Throughout the journey,i only managed to catch a really short 1/2hour nap.The rest of them can really sleep man!Especially Derrick and Joanna.Of the 7 hours journey,they slept 5 hours of it.2 hours was for the toilet break and when we were reaching Genting.

We went to eat at this Chinese restaurant upon reaching because we couldn't check in first.The dimsum is quite awesome maybe cus it's 'Ah Yat',quoted from Karen.After eating,we went to check in and got ourselves a connecting room.Us girls shared a bed and Karen is a terror to sleep with.LOLOLOL!Not gonna elaborate on that lest she thinks i love to embarrass her.Oh yes,we also went to the Casino on the first day.Won 30 bucks,lost 20 bucks and i stopped.LOL!!!

Day 2 was off to themepark!

First up was Pirate ship and i think that's the only ride we all sat together,oh,and Spinner.The rest of the rides we have to split to 3-2 - oh yes,i'm not the least guilty.kekee!

So we sat Pirate Ship,Cyclone,'Haunted house'(which was B.S),Bumper boat(only the 2 couples - max 75kg,WTH?) and Corkscrew with the girls cus the boys were cockscrew.LOLOL,okay not funny.

See,i have short term memory.I can't remember what else we did on Day 2.Oh,we had yummy food at this seafood restaurant!Cold weather plus Chinese food = AWESOME.

Then Day 3 was breakfast at Marrybrown which kinda sucked.And back to Singapore.

Pictures are in my FB.I shall just upload a few pics here to make it look interesting.LOL!

The couples:

Cyclone Ride

Chilling at Starbucks - Derrick looked awesome.

Starbucks

The girls!

Typical tourists

Pirate ship

Group pic at Baskin'Robbins!

Joanna looks ultra creepy!!

Karen and Andy - my bfffs

While waiting for Cyclone.

Me and pretty Joanna

2010-06-13T12:00:00.004+08:00

I remember a year ago,i did a collage of my grandma on her birthday.From the year 2005 to 2009,she wore the same set of clothing for her birthday.And i've yet to reveal if she wore the same set again this year..

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NOPE,SHE DIDN'T!!!!HAHAHAAAHA!!SO CUTE,BUAY TAHAN!!!:D:D

I LOVE MY GRANDMA!

Sick..

2010-06-09T20:56:00.005+08:00

WOOO!It's june already!Half the year gone~

Was invited to Elena's birthday party last saturday..it was a very last minute thing but yea i still went because we rarely meet each other!We are like the weirdest best friends ever.

1) We barely meet each other.Say,twice a year maybe?
2) We have never celebrated each other's birthdays..except for both our 21st and her birthday this year.
3) We seldom talk on the phone ever since we went into different secondary schools(which she promised she would go into Monk's Hill but in the end,she stayed in her school)
4) We seldom give each other presents.
5) We have VERY VERY FEW pictures together.
(She only noticed this when she got me a photo album in KL and she wanted to put 'the growing up stages' of us but realised she had none!LOL!)
6) We seldom shower each other with praises but when we do,we mean it.
7) We have NEVER gone onto a holiday together.
(Except for pri 6's malacca's trip)
8) Never stayed in each other's houses before.

Yah,we are not those typical best friends type really.It's weird,funny and pretty darn awesome actually.All that is a matter of indifference to us.I strongly believe she's one of my gfs whom we will grow old together and still share a very strong bond despite our busy schedules.

And one thing's for sure which we both know damn well is that we will always be there for each other no matter what.She knows my darkest secrets and even til' now,we still run to each other whenever we are feeling down/troubled.That's really something i'm grateful for!:):)And i'm just so happy for her that she's so blissful now!

Oh did i mention her mom's friend's place is like,HUGE?!?!?!?!!?!It's the biggest house i've seen so far!I swear i was like some suaku kuku when i stepped in and really kuku me didn't bring my camera.But yea,it was really big!How nice to be a taitai..sigh!

Anyway,are you one of those people who seldom falls sick but when you do,it's gonna be one hellva living torments and it usually takes awhile to recover?Well,i'm one of those people.

I woke up at 12noon today,ate my lunch,watched Peter Pan on Disney Channel(don't judge me!)and went back to sleep at 1500hrs and woke up again at 1830hrs only to find myself with a throbbing headache.I've been feeling so lerthargic lately probably cus of work and i hate it.:(Not the work part but the lerthargic part.

Every year without fail,the flu bug will find its way to get me.Did i mention how much i hate flus?!?!Especially when i can't sleep at night cus of the nasal blockage.No matter how many pillows i stack,i would find myself tossing and turning to find the 'right position' to breathe normally but always ended up breathing via my mouth at the end of the day.And it kinda sucked because well,i tend to get choked by my saliva every time i do that.-___-

So i was lying on my bed and it suddenly hit me that i miss being a student somehow.A full time student that is.Despite that,i'm really happy that i'm able to be independent in the monetary term.It feels almost foreign asking my dad for money now.Wonder if that's good or bad.Of course i wouldn't say no if he offers..muahahaah!:p

I miss blogging too.I remember when i was back in secondary school,the very first thing when i came back from school was to blog.And i would post pictures.But it seemed like a chore to me now although i would love to see my blog full of pictures and whatsnot.

Okay lah,i plomise..when i feel like it.

2010-05-23T10:50:00.002+08:00

These past few weeks have been crazy!I've been working almost everyday thus,the lack of updates.I mean,what can i update?

Thank goodness we have finally found a new part-timer and hopefully she's gonna stay for long.

Anyway,i've officially started my guitar lesson!Yah,after procrastinating for about 1.5 years..it's time man.It's really not as easy as i thought.I'm already struggling to play some of chords which the kids can play so easily.Chao turtle,so embarrassing!Hmpf!

Oh oh oh!I can't can't can't WAIT for the holidays!

End June/early July should be going Genting with 1.2.5

July/Aug planning to go Australia but i'm still deciding because Celine wanna go Greece.It's Greece leh,wah lao!

I'm trying to make full use of the leave i'm gonna take because obviously Boss won't be too happy that i'm ~~travelling more than him~~ enjoying myself instead of slogging hard.Hehe!

Oh!I digress.

So the other day i was trying out a new route home.Instead of taking the train,i took a bus and damnit,i've been wasting [insert 1.5 years worth of 20 mins] travelling.Taking the bus was so much faster!I reached home about 25 mins later.GRRRR!And for train,it will usually take me about 45 mins.

-_________________________________-"

I amuse myself sometimes.

2010-05-05T14:17:00.001+08:00

I wish i could write beautifully.Express myself with minimal words but expressive enough for people to understand.

Borders,here i come.

2010-04-02T14:56:00.003+08:00

So i had my Econs paper yesterday and damn,it was terrible!!!!!!!It was so freakin' difficult,far worse than what i imagined it to be.:( Just praying for a miracle to happen again.

Next paper will be on the 15th April.Accounts,you'd better be kind to me..

Yesterday was April Fools.It was barely 1/2hr into April Fools when i got a missed call from Kelvin.It really didn't occur to me that it was a prank because well,i kinda forgot it was April Fools.(DUH)
So yup,i called him back this was how the conversation went..

K:Eh,i'm at Zouk now,guess who i saw?!
Me:*W?(another friend)
K:No?Guess!!Your fav!
Me:HUH?!?!EDISON?!
K:YAH!!!!

(and i started screaming like some retarded biatch)

Basically the conversation went on for a good 15mins,(with me screaming at least 10mins of it)and it ended with a,

K:Happy April Fools!
Me:I hate you!(hangs up)

Chao chicken.I was studying lor!!!!!I got freakin' distracted after that and decided to prank on someone so that i feel justify.LOLOLLLLL,no such thing i know but heck!So the only person i could think of who was up at that hour and be a good sport was Karen.

So K tricked me and i tricked K.
Fair enough.

Hehee,no lah..actually i felt bad after hearing her voice.She sounded so clueless.MUAHHAHA!It's okay Karen biatch,you know i love you deep deep.

Okay,i digress.

After the paper,went over to the airport to send my sister off.So fast,2 weeks gone just like that.Only went out with her a few times but oh well,at least spent some quality time together.She always come back at the wrong timings!I'm ALWAYS having exams when she's back.Either that or busy at work!Hehee,but had a nice time talking to her at the airport yesterday.

Sometimes,i'm really thankful that we've grown up to be more mature and cast aside those bad grudges we had when we were younger.Okay lah,it's not really bad grudges but those 'i can't stand you' days.Heeee!Now she can even put up with my moodswings man!Even though it's been more than 5 years since she started flying,it still gets quite hard to bid goodbye at the airport especially if she's back for a longer period.Oh well,when the going gets tough,the tough gets going!

Time for lunch.

2010-03-31T22:58:00.006+08:00

I've actually noticed there was a great jump in my meter counter and it got me thinking why is that so.It couldn't be that random strangers are starting to read my blog cus i'm entertaining right?AHEM,okay self-praise is no praise.

So i logged into my Nuffnang account and saw this.

Basically,Nuffnang has this 'feature' that allow bloggers to know how people are directed to their blogs.So being the normal curious human that i am,i clicked on the link and it prompted me that i have to sign up to be a member to see the forum.And so i did.LOLOL!Don't judge me.

So i was directed to the page which i clicked and there,i found out the reason why my counter meter hit to a new high..erm,not that it has been very high before.

Geez!It was the post about Jam Hsiao's concert.I was so freakin' amazed by it!Not sure if he/she will be reading my blog again but thanks and kudos to the person,PanadolID(i suppose??) who helped to translate it into mandarin and posted in the forum!!!!:D:D

My analytics for this week is a whooping

I think he/she expressed it better than what i wrote man.And it's really amusing to know he/she actually knows what SIANSATION means!LOL!!!!!!!!

'噢! 令人厭煩的感覺。'

Oh yes indeed!

Wonders of internet!:)

And,Jam Hsiao really has alot of fans.

Age freeze

2010-03-30T13:02:00.004+08:00

Celebrated my grandma's 86th birthday on Sunday.

I don't know about you but i think i have an illness called the 'age freeze syndrome'.It's when you freeze the person's age and takes you awhile to defrost it.

It generally happens when you don't realise that time is passing so quickly until it hits you that they are no longer as young as you think they are.I age freeze my dad,mom and sis(s).And my grandma too.Age freeze some of my friends too!LOLOL!

Anyway,Econs paper is on Thursday and i haven't really sat down and study like i should.I mean i did but i don't think it's enough.Freakin' running out of time man!I kept reading through the past exam papers and it seemed to make sense,like i've finally understood what Economic is all about.For now,yes but when exam comes,i bet it'll look alienic,if there's ever such a word,to me.

Hate the graphs man!Why do we need to draw the graphs?!It's not like i'm gonna be an Economist or what what.Like who in the world invented graphs?Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Such a grumpy post,i know.There's more.

I haven't even started on my Accounts yet!!!!!Thank god i attended the Mass Revision the other day.The lecturer was god-like.Believe it or not,i understood every single word he said.It's like he miraculously appeared out of nowhere to answer my questions.You tell me,god-like or not?

Okay,back to my econs.

2010-03-29T15:45:00.007+08:00

I seriously don't and can't understand why is it that whenever i seemed to be having a good day,someone just have to ruin it for no apparent reason.

What's wrong with asking people to go ahead with dinner without me because i need to study?!?!?!WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT?! CAN YOU FREAKIN' TELL ME?!?WTF!!!!!!

I was happily eating lunch with my family when M called.Shouldn't have picked up that call.

Yah,i know it's nice of them to ask me but i don't want what.I didn't reject it in a rude manner somemore!F*cking hate it when people talked to me in an accusing tone!What?Using my sis as a shield?Wtf lah seriously.If i don't wanna go,i just won't.Why would i wanna use anyone as a shield?No logic at all man.

Hate it when people keep pushing!Keep pushing and just jumping into conclusion.

So what if i can't study in peace?I feel more ease staying at home what.How would you like it if you're having an exam or if you're really busy at work and people keep pushing you,asking you to go out and say all sort of things to put you down?You won't like it too right?

Don't understand why must i accomodate with people when there are times they don't and i get blamed for it.

F them all,i say.

2010-03-27T22:05:00.016+08:00

Totally slipped off my mind to update about Jam Hsiao's concert.It was fantabulous!His voice is really soulful especially when he sings live.Thanks to Casey for the tickets man!Miao and myself got pretty good seats!:D:D

(Click here for the pictures)

Er yes,ever since FB was created..i feel that uploading pictures on blogs are such a chore.Teehee!But who knows,one day i might upload pictures on blogger again to make my not so interesting blog more interesting.

I shall upload the videos though.

Jam Hsiao performs Jolin's See Me 72 changes.Yah,direct translation can or not?

And then,it was Ai De Bao Bao and Nobody.Freakin' funny!I was damn amused by it.But the video was really laggy which i have no idea why!

Overall,i'd give the concert a 3.5/5 stars despite the fact that i went to his concert not knowing any of his songs and his costumes were fugly.

BUT!!!!His complexion is flawless!And he's actually quite good-looking close up leh!Kekeee!

Alright,i shall stop blabbering shit and get back to my econs.

OH,siansation.

2010-03-26T15:29:00.003+08:00

So i was looking through Facebook and i noticed a few of my friends joined some retarded page like,

'See who is looking at your profile!'

Seriously?Why would people wanna join that?Okay,so you know who has viewed your profile..AND THEN?What's next?What are you gonna do next?Just makes no sense at all man.Okay lah,they probably joined out of curiosity or maybe trying to see if their crush is checking them out or what.

These are the possible scenarios after you see who has viewed your profile
*[Might not apply to all]:

1) Random person;fugly = What the hell!?Why is he/she looking at my profile man?! [Ignores]
2) Random person;good-looking = Wah,who is this person?[Clicks on their profile]
If he/she happens to be your type,you'll probably be smiling stupidly to yourself.
3) The person you wish who would check out your profile = OMG!He/She checks my profile!!!!!
4) Person you don't wish/can't be bothered with checks out your profile = STALKER/KPO.

For what,i say.Going through all this emotion rollar-coaster,siao or what!

Maybe i should set up a page,

'For everyone that joins 'See who is looking at your profile!',you're an idiot.'

Just saying.

2010-03-12T15:20:00.002+08:00

The sleepy bug is killing me man!!!!:(

Crap,can't believe i really dozed off and the best thing?I'm at work.
-____-"

Friggin bored and the weather is terribly good to sleep in.Argh!!@#$%!I suddenly miss Nata..because usually she'll be the one covering Fridays.

Anyways,my bass teacher is awesome!He got me a pair of tickets to Jam Hsiao's concert tomorrow!LOLOLOL!!I'm not a fan of him but who cares!It's FREEEEEEEE!!!:D:D That's definitely a plus point for working in a music school!:)My 2nd concert this year,ain't it awesome?!

Celine is coming back on the 19th!

And erm,that's about it.

Shittttttttttttt,i'm dozing off again.

2010-03-10T20:36:00.004+08:00

I'm so in love with my new wardrobe!!!!I feel it's damn chiooooooooo!:D:D

[eh,ahem,the picture doesn't do her justice k.she's much more chio than this!]

Bid farewell to my old love.Kinda sad but life has to go on and i think i'm a biatch because my attention was totally on my new love right after the old love was moved out of my room.

Suddenly i feel my room's not good enough for the new wardrobe.Maybe time to change more things.Like my table and all..i'm just saying.Kekee!

2010-03-07T23:23:00.002+08:00

YAY!!!Finally getting a new wardrobe!!!

I LOVE MY DADDY!:D:D

Was contemplating to get a new one because other than the mirror,my wardrobe is still in a good condition.Then again,i think it's time to change cus it's bursting soon!Can't wait for it to arrive on Wednesday!

Went Partyworld with Kiong and had a good 4 hours of singing man!Awesome crap cus we both have been itching to sing.

Oh,i just read the newpaper about Jack Neo.What a disappointment!So the saying is true,expect the unexpected!Geez,men these days..they gotta learn to stay faithful man!Humans in general are getting more disgusting.They don't even feel ashamed of themselves doing things like that.

And dang,at least choose a prettier one?!The 'mistress' is cui max!-rolleyes-

Aiight,gonna hit the sack right about now!Night y'all!

2010-03-07T12:53:00.001+08:00

Some people should learn to mind their own business man.It gets really annoying when they wanna poke their noses into everything.

Maybe i'm just too sensitive.

2010-03-06T23:02:00.004+08:00

Damn!My intention was to sleep at 7pm today since i kinda wasted my whole day away and also,i thought it was time to finally let my eyes have a good rest since those dark eye rings are getting really terrible!

Feels quite weird but real good not working on weekends!Just simply sitting on the sofa on a lazy afternoon,switching on what almost seemed like an alien to me - Television and watching every available channel!Me like!!:D:D

Ahhh,short-lived happiness i'd say.

Exams coming soon!!!!Means?Mugging soon!!But when i think back about the last 3 papers i conquered(which reduced me to tears but thank god i passed!So the tears are worth it!),i feel i have to pass this last 2 papers no matter what!

I've been thinking a lot lately.Maybe that explains why i can't have a proper sleep!Hmm,nothing in particular..just general stuff like my future etc.Sucks to grow up!

I've always wanted to go on a holiday on my own but i'm not sure if it'll be anytime soon.Feel like isolating myself for once..no,not anything emo-ish but i feel like slowing down the pace alil bit and instead of getting caught up by things around me,i should catch up with myself first.In the middle of losing myself,maybe,i don't know.

It's great to be blogging again though..just like how i used to blog about random things and when i read back on my past entries,i amused myself sometimes.HAHAHAA!Geez,so corny.WHATEVER LAH!

So just a few updates in case my memory fails me.

Month of Feb:
- Bad move on sending my laptop for repair.Instead of a cheaper alternative,i had to pay even more!Damn angry.
- Had a minor accident,which i blogged about in the earlier entry.Money gone too!

The only good thing that happened in Feb was going to the BACKSTREET BOYS CONCERT!!!!!It was on the 28 Feb,so yah,kinda wraps up my Feb in a good note,almost.They were so awesome!!!Definitely worth my every penny!!It was my first concert too..never been to any before so yup,thanks BSB for making my first a good one.HAHAHAAH!!:D:D

(Click here for pictures!)

March is such a broke month.I have no idea why!Probably cus of all the money i spent in Feb..argh!I hope April will be good though.I know,i know..it's only starting of March and i'm already complaning.Can't help it alright?Wait till you're left with $0.48 in the bank then you'll know how i feel.

Caught Dear John the other day with Sam,Kiong,Kim and Majidah.Such a disappointment man the show!Didn't even shed a tear.Was expecting it to be a tear-jerking kinda show but nah.Now i'm waiting for The Last Song!Hopefully it will be a good one.

Okay,gonna try to knock myself out again.Toodles!

2010-03-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

I just farted..and it stinks!

Okay,that's not the point.WOOOHOOO!!!I'm back to blogging!Finally using my own laptop after a gazillion years!Can you imagine the torment my poor laptop had to go through for the past few months?!?!NO YOU CAN'T!!!NOBODY CAN!!!!POOR LAPTOP,YOU BETTER BE GOOD THOUGH!Spent quite a lot just to get you working again!

Speaking of which,oh sigh!

I'm officially broker than broke!

Freak,can you imagine i'm only left with $0.48 in the bank!?!?!CAN YOU?NO YOU CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!NOBODY CAN!!!!$0.48!I was so shocked because i thought if you have less than a dollar in the bank,they will close your account.Apparently not.

My hp bill amounted to $281 this month..okay,maybe cus it's been accumulated since January but damn,i've never exceeded $150 before you know.Sigh!Long story behind but oh well,don't feel like talking about it.

So this month i think i'd have to survive solely on bread and water man.:(

Alright,now that my laptop is back..i'll find time to update like how i used to okay!:D

2010-02-24T14:53:00.003+08:00

Never had an accident before ever since i started driving until today.

Was driving along Kitchener Road(really hate the traffic there!)and was quite distracted because i was anxiously looking for a parking lot as it was parallel parking and i know i would need more time to park but the traffic was terrible!

I didn't know i was so near to the cars on my left and there i go,hitting 2 side mirrors and one of the covers flew out.Panic attack man!The valet uncle was like standing infront of my car,pointing at me and wait 'ORH!'.Fook,i said.

So the restaurant manager at Pu Tian is so nice!!And the boss too!Okay,the valet uncle too actually but he made it looked like as if it was a major accident.

The boss of Pu Tian came out and helped me fix the cover but there were still some scratches.The owner of the car just gave me a call and she sounded quite nice and even wished me happy new year.LOL,heng she's quite nice but there goes my angbao money:(

Sigh.

2010-01-26T11:15:00.002+08:00

'I don't think i'm celebrating my birthday next year..'

Next year comes and there i am,celebrating once again..

and a year older again.Can't believe i'm 22 already!Sigh!

Yesterday was great at The Hangout!The owners are so nice and friendly,certainly plays a big role for making the experience an enjoyable one!:):)

I'm so tired i just feel like sleeping!

Pictures will be up soon,i hope.

2010-01-11T15:14:00.006+08:00

First post of 2010..er..yah i know,i'm 10 days late.

So far so good,except been having this really bad headache and dizzy spells since yesterday!Probably lack of sleep.Had to send Karman off to the airport in the morning at 5am yesterday,so i didn't sleep for the whole day!

Imagine waking up at 8.30am in the morning the day before(Saturday)and not having a wink for nearly 20hrs!My gosh,that explains!Super cannot 'ton' anymore man..

Dropped by to see Jon Paul because Karman was dying to see him before she leaves and damn,that little boy is such a charmer!I know i know,everyone says the same thing towards their own niece/nephews,whatever.But really,Jon Paul is really special.:):)Managed to record his 3 little pigs story version..so damn adorable!

I've finally sent my laptop for repair!!!!!After procrastinating for about a year.LOL!Hey!I was busy okay.And lazy yes.Heeee!Hopefully it'll be done by this week and i'll get to use it again before sending this friggin heavy+problematic lousy acer laptop my dad bought.And then we'll see how it goes.Probably gonna let him use mine and i'll use his since mine is so much lighter!

Wah damn sian.Really don't know what to blog already..i feel like closing this blog but i love reading my archives when i'm bored,as in really bored.But if i don't,it'll remind me how lazy i am not to update my blog.Okay,not as if i'm a commerical blogger or whatsoever who earns a living by blogging.Come to think of it,it's not easy man.Blogging for a living?Man..how do they find topics to come up with and even write out a friggin long entry for it?!Kudos.

Aunt : The first pig built a house of what?First pig..
JP : strrraw
Aunt : Second pig?
JP : WOOT!
Aunt : Third pig?
JP : .....bricks

*eager to blow the house*

Aunt : The wolf knock knock knock,say what?
JP : Open the door
Aunt : What did the pig say?
JP : Nonono..
Aunt : What did the wolf do?
JP : *acts as wolf*
Aunt : What happened to the house?
JP : BOOMS!

To,my headache:
You spin my head right round,right round..will you please go now,please go away now.

2009-12-31T00:45:00.002+08:00

What a year!

Okay,not really.Nothing major happened this year.Just that i'm supposed to be graduated by now yet,i have to retake 2 modules!

So fast,so fast.
Last day of 2009 is finally here.

I can still vividly remember what i did last year and the year before last.What i blogged,what i did,what i was thinking..etc.It's still fresh in my mind.Really fresh in fact!

And i tend to think alot whenever the year is coming to an end.Good or bad,good and bad.It's becoming a ritual.

2009 is a normal year for me.

The year saw me:
1) turning 21 - Being a real adult.
2) missing first day of CNY cus of some issues with my dad earlier in the year.
3) not much of an achievement(if staying in a job for more than a year counts,then there,an achievement!)
4) able to clear most of my modules
5) finding back old friends(Karman especially),making new friends and maybe,unintentionally,losing some.
6) learning to let go of certain things.
7) finally off to Abu Dhabi to have a good decent holiday and visit jie.

2009 didn't start off in a good note to speak the least.Missing day 1 of CNY was already a sign that the year was not gonna be a nice one but i'm glad it didn't turn out to be as nasty as i thought.

2010 - I hope you'll be good.
One year older.
One year lesser.

Welcoming 2010 with an open heart once again..:):)

Have a blessed year ahead!

2009-11-21T21:09:00.003+08:00

Maybe i should learn to appreciate the things alil more around me and tell myself that,

'Hey you know what?I've got really amazing people around me.' :):)

2009-11-19T12:57:00.004+08:00

[...sometimes you are so tired of smiling and trying to be nice to others when others do not try to smile or be nice to you. Not a saint but you know you have tried to be good to others but others do not seem to try to be good to you; in fact, they begin to think you are a pushover. When every good seems to be forgotten and each bad remembered. When a sheet of white paper with a black dot is noticed only for its black dot. When whatever credit you thought you might have built up counts for nothing really.

I really don’t want to be calculative. But I really don’t want to be too accomodating either. How many can you accomodate in your life? How many would you like to accomodate in your life? Seriously, people who matter. I don’t want to be too accomodating. I’ll keep this at the back of my head. And continue to be the same, the way I deem right.]

From Elvin Ng's blog. Suddenly i feel he can read my mind.Just kidding.

But yes,that's exactly what's on my mind.I know people whom i loved and loves me can and will accept my flaws.And i,too,have tried.Really hard.

Then again,like i've always said,love yourself before loving others.

I think i shall love myself even more now.

2009-11-05T13:04:00.003+08:00

Sometimes it gets really tiring trying to please everyone but yourself.And maybe,just maybe,we could go easy on ourselves,secretly whispering,'it's not me,it's you' - As a form of consolation.

2009-10-12T10:23:00.003+08:00

Hey all!

This ought to be the longest since i last blogged!Ahh well,kinda lose my interest in keeping up my blog ever since my laptop broke down.I've yet to fix it though!I'm using my dad's and i feel really bad because he bought this laptop for himself but he said he's giving me instead.Maybe cus he doesn't like sharing things too.HAHAHA!And also,this laptop is friggin heavy lah..poor him have to carry it to work.So probably after fixing mine,i'll exchange with him or something.

So yup,i'm down with a flu.Getting better though.It all started with a sneeze which doesn't seem to stop!

Anyway,Piggy is so sweet!

I merely texted her,'i'm dying..' last friday and she immediately called me and offer to accompany me to the clinic.And because i didn't have any cash on me,she paid for the cab and the doctor for me first and told me not to worry somemore.Wah lao,touched to the max!Sweet and sour pork indeed!:D:D

After which,decided to buy her dinner at the French Stall opposite the clinic.I have no idea why i've even got appetite to eat.Yah lah,and then Piggy will say she is the 'natural healer' for me.
-_____________-"

Supposed to have 2 days mc but had to work on Sunday because colleague can't cover.Abit the sian,take MC for nothing.Have to work even when i'm sick,sucks to the max.But ahh,what to do.

And now,i'm wide awake because the people are coming to fix the lights.

I think i need to upload some pics to make this blog interesting man!

2009-09-11T13:09:00.003+08:00

I was talking to my mom on the phone just now and..

Me:I want to eat fried rice!
Mom:We clean the kitchen already.

(....)

Mom:Anyway haiya,your eyes pain better not eat fried rice.
Me:WAH LAO!!!NO CONNECTION AT ALL LOR!!!!

SERIOUSLY!!!!WTHWTHWTH,GOT LINK MEH?!?!!

2009-09-04T19:15:00.008+08:00

ALOHA!!'Sup 'sup 'sup!

Another week had just flew by!Let me try to recall happenings from the past week.

Last Wednesday:

Had an impromptu meetup with my cousins since my dad wasn't in town,which means i get to use the car!Went over to ECP's HK Cafe and then back to Bugis for dessert at just about past midnight.It was pretty fun.

Anyway,i shan't ask C.P(cousin)to sit in the front anymore!This was what happened.

While on the way to ECP,along Lavender street,there was this lorry which was turning right at the U-turn point.And my car was approaching it but it wasn't a very dangerous situation so i gave a high beam instead because well,i tend not to horn at people.So C.P saw what happened and he went like 'OIE!'[at the lorry]before conveniently hitting the horn like a punching bag.

He friggin OIE damn loud somemore!With the windows WIND UP,with his ultra deep voice and we were at least 20m away from the lorry.-_____-" Then the rest were laughing like mad asses at the back.

Then while reaching ECP,there's this roundabout and i missed the turn to ECP and i had to go round again and BY RIGHT i'm right to go ahead what!The vehicles supposed to give way to me lor!So C.P saw the van coming towards our direction and he was like screaming like nobody's business.Again,-______-"!!!Come on lah,i'm a safe driver can!!!!

The siblings.
Far left:Lian Shen,with sister Siaoyun.
Chye Peng,with sister Simin.
Me and my younger sis,XT.

myself,CP and LS.

Went for class on Friday and damn,the lecturer is BORING TO THE MAX!Really no motivation to go to class at all!:(

Sat and Sun,working as usual.

Mon rest day.

Tues work.

Wednesday went for class again.My classmates were amazed that i've been attending lessons and whatmore,staying throughout okay!Anyway,Wednesday's lecturer kinda annoys the shit outta me.He has this friggin weird slang and yea,i don't know.I mean,he claims to be a Canadian but i seriously doubt it.I have one guitar instructor in my music school who's a Canadian but he doesn't have that funny slang like that lecturer.

It's like,some words he uses the American pronounciation and some using British.And some,maybe his own.

Words like,Plan.He pronounced it as 'Plane'.

Can't,he sometimes uses the American way and another sentence,using the British way.

And then laughing at his own jokes.Oh well,i understand..he's just trying to make the lesson more interesting.But guess what?FAIL!!!!!!

Anyway!I had a surprise visit at work from Miss Piggy yesterday!:):)

She was having a meeting in the vicnity and she decided to pop by and see my 'hung tio' face like always.Really!Ever since my first job,she has never fail to 'hung' me.Always appear out of nowhere!!!But it's always been a pleasant surprise!:):)Thanks Piggy!Too bad you work in an office and i can't do hung people things like you do..lest they catch me and put me in woodbridge.

Doo doo doo!Life's good!:D:D

2009-08-28T00:04:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOO!!

Okay,i so need to update what happened yesterday!

The other day,i was just thinking to myself what would happen if the car were the breakdown on me.And damn my thoughts,it happened!!!But luckily it was in my house's carpark!

My dad left for China on Sunday(yah,he went on holiday AGAIN).He's friggin enjoying his life now man!He got me worried sick when there was an earthquake in Indo.Wah lao..like the other way round now man!He,enjoying while we,worrying.

So anyways,i get to use the car.The last time i drove it was on Sunday itself and i left it for 2 days because i had to work on Mon and Tues and i vowed i'll never ever ever ever drive to work again on a weekday and so,i kept to my promise.

My supposed plan was to drive down to school because yesterday was the 1st day of the new module and initially,i was quite reluctant to go but at the back of my mind i kept telling myself to persevere because it's the last 2 modules for this diploma already!LIKE FINALLY!!!!

So yup,got ready and all.

Went up the parking lot,couldn't open the doors using the car remote.I thought was because i dropped it for too many times but apparently not.
Used the key to open the door instead.
Tried to turn on the ignition but to no avail
I panic!
Tried again.
Still can't.
MORE PANIC!!!

And i was sweating like a pig already because i climbed up 9 storeys okay!!!They should friggin hell upgrade a lift already!

I was completely lost!Didn't know what to do.And i couldn't stop cursing myself for having that stupid random thoughts.So in the end,i called up Nata(colleague+friend)and she was so damn ONZ!She knew i was very panicky and she was like,

Nata:Okok,i come down now.

And she took a cab!Damn!Good friends are hard to come by.

Yup,and thank god for the drum instructor in my school!!So in the end,i called the mechanic down and the uncle was so nice!Though its kinda ex but well,at least a load off my back man!

Really thankful for the people around me!Really!:D:D

In the end,i missed my class.

So after which,Nata and myself went to HK Cafe at ECP and a very impromptu decision for KTV session!The day before that,i went there with Piggy,Christy,Kiong and Wiki and we went crazy doing our own 'MTV'.Friggin hilarious!

Today,went over to United Square for grocery shopping!

Lesson is on tomorrow and i die die must go!

Last 2 modules already,Cindy!BUCK UP!!!!

2009-08-17T17:42:00.003+08:00

Oh man,i'm actually waiting for my dad at the airport now.I didn't know i can blog with my phone,hehee!Friggin cool please.

Anyway,my dad missed his flight!Goodness!To think i was probably the only person who would ever missed her flight,my dad proved me wrong.Maybe it runs in the family ah?

I'm people watching now.I think those sitting opposite me must be thinking i'm some madass busy typing on the phone like i'm really damn busy.This is awesome!I LOVE AIRPORT!:):)

Anyway,i wanted to blog the other day.I was bored at work and decided to search for diet for my blood type group and bloody hell,the NO FOOD for my blood type are my favorites and the BEST FOOD are the ones i can never ever see myself eating.Things like,RABBIT MEAT?!?!!Mutton,beef etc..red meat basically because type O are meat eaters.-_-"

So i've been eating wrong all my life.

What rubbish lor.

Alright,i think i'd better go walk around.Shall update again!

2009-08-12T16:17:00.000+08:00

I almost forgot i have a blog!

Haven't been updating for the longest time.Even National Day is over!It's not that i'm lazy,okay,maybe alittle but blogger has been giving so much problems every time i wanna update,it either refuses to change its font size or you know,just give problems lah.

And now i don't even know where to start.

So yesterday was at my grandma's place to visit that little boy.Sam went too,and initially our plan was to go ECP to pop her blades'cherry but that little boy was so busy,by the time he came home it was about 7ish in the evening.We waited for him for almost 3 hrs!-___-" We left at about 9.30pm so change of plans,we went to sing instead.

Dropped my dad off and went to Kallang Leisure Park and sang at Kbox.Wrong choice man!It was so friggin ex for a weekday!!We felt so cheated after that and decided that it'll be the last time we're gonna sing at Kbox.And yes,i'm serious.

Anyways,Celine is coming back again today.She'll be flying to Brisbane then back here then back to the camels again.And my exam is on Friday.

Organisational Behaviour.
I'm doomed.

I really have no idea why i'm taking business when i don't even have interest in it.Should have just gone ahead with my gut feeling and take a course which i have interests in.Probably like,early childhood or even interior design.Then maybe,just maybe,my blog will be filled with more happiness and sharing on what i've learnt every other day instead of constantly seeing things like,

'My exams are coming,die.'
'Exam this coming [date].Siao liao!'
'Exam over,don't wanna talk about it.'
'I flunked my exam,again.'
etc,etc.

Just can't wait for it to be over!Then i shall analyse and make a smarter choice after this diploma.

You see ah,i really wanna update on alot of things but i really don't know where and how to start.So many pics to be posted but i'm using my desktop and it's gonna be friggin laggy when i transfer the pics.

Sigh.I love life!
Time to hit the books now.

2009-07-22T19:33:00.005+08:00

I'm back using my desktop.Laptop decided to turn it's back on me..after quite awhile actually and oh well,what can i say?Sometimes old things are still DE BEST!:):)

So like any other normal humans,i started exploring my folders in the desktop and found lots and lots of old pics which really put a smile on my face.Abit stupid to be smiling to yourself ah.

I really miss the old times!But quite frankly,i don't think i would ever wanna wind back time.Probably there are things which made me regret til this day,but still,i believe everything happens for a reason.Besides,whenever i looked back at the past..i've never once frowned.It's always a smile i feel that is plastered across my face.Good and bad.And whatever that's bad didn't really turn out to be that bad afterall!Thank goodness for that.

I came back home and my dad was eager to show off his curry noodles.Before i even get to say anything,he was like,

Dad:It's very good!

So yup,okay lah..it was good lah.

I need to start packing my room,again.I don't know why ah..my room is always in a mess!Like now.Infront of me is not the desktop,it's a pile of books!I had to stack everything to one side so i can see the screen.

Can't wait for my diploma to be over!Then i can make my room into a NO-BOOKS room!:D:D...AS IF!

Okay,time to hit the TV!!!Awesomeness.

2009-07-13T11:48:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but i'm so friggin addicted to Akon's Be with you.I've been putting it on repeat since yesterday.The song is stuck in my head!!!!

Anyway,my dad bought a laptop for himself and yesterday night,i was trying to help him configure everything.Can't believe it,i'm quite a computer noob myself and i have no idea how i did it.So he added Celine on MSN and Celine was like,

'wah!!so high tech ah u!'

HAHAAHA!And my dad asked me to add him on my msn list,wah..i need to think about it man!Abit sian if he knows what i'm up to.LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Summary of what happened the past week:

Wednesday:

Went ECP to exercise with Sam,Roy and THE D after god knows how many years,feels friggin shiok to sweat!They skate while i cycled and Roy bought Sam a pair of new skates which costs a whooping $***!!Bloody generous.
Roy sent us home.
Had class in the evening and Sam crashed class with me.
Roy picked us up after my class and we went for car rides!:D:D Awesomeness!
Went Mount Faber and then to OCH!WOOOO!!It was so eerie please.
Picked Roy's friends up at Goodwood and went for supper at Swee Choon.
Had interesting stories..ghost stories,duh?
Roy sent us home again.

Next day was meet up with Karen.

Newton with Christy and gang at night.PK was gonna enlist the next day,so had a mini gathering.

I LOL at Christy when i bumped into Wiki and her while walking to Novena MRT.I friggin LOLed damn loud and couldn't stop myself from laughing again when i met them later in the night.
Meet up with Karen the bitch is always nice.We always have endless topics and NEW JUICY gossips to update each other.I LIKE!!:D:D
After Newton,the rest wanted to go..i don't know where and i decided not to join them,as usual.Roy needed to go home too so he forced me into his dad's car.LOL!Okay,sounds wrong.We waited for his dad to pick him up and he asked his dad to send me home.Damn paiseh but..yah.Not acting shy!

Work was as usual,borrrrrrrrring.

Today:

New part time maid came and WOOOO!My dad paid for it.Yah,cus usually when he moodswings,i'll be the one paying for it.So yay to that!
Very good,i like her.Clean very good.HAHAHAHAHA!

Basically,that's it.

Gonna eat my breakfast now.Ciao!

2009-07-05T19:47:00.002+08:00

So Celine is back with the camels.

Dad dropped Celine and myself at the airport to meet up with Miao before Celine's flight.So fast man,18 days gone just like that!Goodness!

Last few days she was sick,so ended up doing nothing much.

Chilled at GWC's Starbucks on Friday with Siaoyun.Smart move!I needed sometime to cool down as my dad was being quite unreasonable again.And it turned out to be okay in the end!I woke up quite early the next day and he asked me to follow him to buy food back instead of going out to eat.Talked to him in the car and i guess it was pretty cool.I thought another cold war would be up soon!LOL!

So anyway,bought cake back for XT..advance birthday celebration for her before Celine flies off.And yup!

I feel like as if i'm writing summary man.

Today's work was soooooooooooooooooo friggin slack!Sometimes i really think i get paid for nothing man.Tsktsk!Not good!

Err,okay..i really have nothing much to blog about.HAHAHAAHA!Will update when i have something interesting to blog about.Or not.

CIAO!

2009-07-01T13:11:00.002+08:00

HI THERE!!!I know i haven't been posting a proper entry for the longest time.My bad.

So last week saw me working 9 days straight to cover Nata(colleague)'s shift.It was..tiring like mad!Not the working part,but the waking up part.Especially on Thursday and Saturday.I will find myself talking to myself and go like,'i don't wanna work already..i wanna sleep.'

And i was literally dragging my feet to the bathroom because i was so darn sleepy!Thank god it's over!

So this week,i have Nata to cover for me for 3 days since my sis is going back this Saturday. For the past week,i've been working and was hardly at home so decided to just maybe chill alil for this week.

Hmm,nothing much i guess?Or probably there were but i was just too lazy to blog and kinda hard to recall it now.

See the thing is,when you stop posting new entries,you'll find there's no point doing so as time passes.And abit sian ah,like everytime come into my blog but see no updates or pictures or anything.HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Ok lah,will find time to blog a proper entry soon.Heeeee!:D:D

2009-06-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

"In a world filled with hate,we must still dare to hope.
In a world filled with anger,we must still dare to comfort.
In a world filled with despair,we must still dare to dream.
And in a world filled with distrust,we must still dare to believe."

R.I.P Michael Jackson - A true legend.

nuffnang - nokia music store

2009-06-23T00:02:00.004+08:00

"Shake up with Nokia Comes With Music!!"

2009-06-14T12:48:00.001+08:00

SAM IS A BITCH!!!!!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT PUNK'D!!!I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT FRIGGIN PUNK'D BY HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe it!!!

2009-06-07T14:38:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored!!Sunday is really the slackiest day at work!Nobody at all.

Anyway,Sam and JK stopped by just now for,erm,i don't know.Oh,to kill time.The both of them are like sticky rice.My god.

So yesterday was down at Cathy supposedly to support Kiong because Christy registered him for Singapore Idol.Wah lao,that Christy ah,really man!SUPER DANGEROUS!!She wanted to sabo me too!She was trying to use reverse pyschology on me.Saying i don't walk the talk,blahblah etc.I got no balls okay.So yah,his audition was postponed to next sat instead.

After which,i needed to go off for Elena's surprise party.So met my primary school friend at PS and..it was such a close shave!

Elena's mom told me Elena was at PS and i was like..'okay,let's hope we won't bump into her.'But i've got this really strong feeling i'm gonna bump into her anyway.

Two of my primary school friends were late.So we decided to meet them at Meridien bus stop instead.While walking,i saw this couple infront of us and i was like,'oh shit!It's Elena!'.And we quickly stopped and turned back hoping she won't notice us.Can you believe it?She was just right infront of us man!And i literally broke out in cold sweat.So i quickly phoned her mom and her mom's reaction was damn hilarious too.LOL!

Anyway,i'm just so glad it turned out to be a success!Her family planned this surprise for her since 3 weeks ago and yup,it paid off big time!She really cried.Tears of joy rather.:):)Hollywood can totally recruit me.She didn't suspect me at all when i spoke to her on MSN.LOL!!

So after which,i met Binghong(since he was at Meridien too)and we decided to go down to Sheena's party too.Went all the way to Kovan but only stayed for awhile.What to do?Sheena's been a really sweet friend,so it's only right to at least go for alil while.:)

The day before yesterday was Kim's party and it was ZEE HOTTEST birthday party ever,literally!HAHAHAHA!!Don't feel bad lah Kim,it was a good one nevertheless!:):)

Yup,June is like the Birthday Month man!Next week will be Nata's!

I'm so damn broke right now.

Alright,that pretty much sum up my days!

I'm so addicted to this song.Old school i know,but niceeeeeeeeeeee!:):)

I'm so gonna learn guitar!

2009-06-05T11:06:00.007+08:00

Okay,i know i have not been updating.Lots to update actually but laziness got into me for quite awhile and since i'm FORCED to wake up cus of some stupid drillings from some inconsiderate people,i think it's the right time to start updating before i forget.

So i'm back from Phuket since a week ago.

It definitely was somewhat an unforgetable trip.

First thing first,i'm sure many of you would have already known by now that i had a minor accident while jet skiing.The thing is,i didn't got myself into this.It was that stupid jet ski guy,who can't jet ski for nuts.I'll go about that later.

So we did jet ski and banana boat that fateful day.Banana boat was fun!And in fact,jet ski too,if not for the fact my tongue got cut.

And then,we missed our flight.How in the world did we missed it,i don't know.I thought it only happens in drama but guess what?Maybe we are drama ourselves.So we had to spend almost 8 hours in the airport for the next flight and..well,yah.

Anyway,we also caught Simmon Caberat.The drag queens are really kinda hot.And one of them friggin looked like Beyonce!But they are such cheaters.Initially Christy and Wiki wanted to give them 20 baht but they DEMANDED 100 baht instead.Wah lao,demand leh.KNS!

We also stopped over at Boom Boom Bar at Bangla Road for a drink and the people there are so nice and friendly!We were there for a few hours and basically,the boss kept treating us drinks.Shots after shots.In return,Wendy made some drinks for him too so yah,it's what chinese would call..'Li Shang Wang Lai',if i'm not wrong.Chinese teacher would be proud of me!!!!:D:D

And every other day was just walking around Patong.

Back to the accident.

Wiki and myself were supposed to stop at the other side,so i don't know what's the big fuss about it and the people insisted us to ski back to the place.But thinking they might be lugi(cus the time was up),they decided to ski back with us instead.Fine,thinking they are supposedly PRO enough to do that,we followed.So the first time i sat on it,i fell off right after.It was as bad,just that i gulped down plenty of seawater.

The second time was the accident.

I saw the waves coming and ANYONE IN THE RIGHT FRAME OF MIND WOULD KNOW THAT ANYTHING GOING AGAINST A WAVE IS GONNA FLIP.ANYONE WOULD KNOW THAT,EVEN A 3-YEAR-OLD KID WOULD KNOW TO STAY CLEAR FROM THE WATERS.But no,this stupid smart alec,okay..contradicting but whatever,decided to go ahead despite the huge waves.I was like,

'Noo!It's dangerous!The waves very big..cannot!'
'CAN!'

Chicken pie!What can i do?So this time,i sat infront of the jet ski,and i think it was a wrong choice.It was a wrong decision to sit back on the jet ski in the first place.So right after he went against the wave,the whole thing flipped and the next thing i know when i got out of the water,it was red in colour.I didn't know my tongue was injured because i guess it hit me too quickly and it's too painful til it got numbed.

So this guy who was sitting at the beach saw what happened and he asked me to go over and asked me to open my mouth.So i did and he was like,

'OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD..oh no.'

WAH LAO!Can you imagine a guy saying OH MY GOD????TWICE???!It's really OMG lor.

And every step i took,i had to spit out the blood because it was like 'flooding my mouth'.You know that kinda feeling?So yah,i had to use like 5 packets of tissue to stop the blood.It was really terrible.

After everyone has been urging me to see a doc,i plucked up my courage and went.How do i put it?The doc was amazed?He didn't know what to do with me so he asked his colleague to come over as well.

Doc:The cut is really deep.Hmm,so what is the first thing you did when you cut your tongue?Did you seek any medical help?
Me:Er..no?I just kept stuffing tissue paper in my mouth and try to stop the blood.
Doc:Did it stop?
Me:Yah it did,after 5 packets.
*laughs*
Doc:Okay..so what do you wanna do with your tongue now?
Me:What do you suggest?But you know what,as long as it doesn't affect my speech and i can still eat,i'm cool with it.
Doc:*laughs*Well,stitching is optional but if you don't want,then i guess you would do just fine since you can bear with it for so many days and talk so much.

LOL!Wah lao,the 'talk so much' is very unneccessary hor?But yea,he was quite amazed by my level of pain tolerance.

And actually,to be frank,i'm quite amazed with myself too.It's like throughout this whole thing,i'm really cool about it.I'm not really very affected by how my tongue looks and stuff.I mean yes,quite sian to think the cut is permanent and all..but yea,i try not to think about it.Like i said,as long as i can talk and eat..i'm cool.

Yup,so basically that sums up my Phuket trip and the aftermath.

(Phuket Part I)
(Phuket Part II)
(The aftermath - Cuts and Bruises)

Before i left for Phuket,i joined the Hannah Montana The Movie competition and yes!I won 2 tix on tuesday to catch it!Thanks to Nuffnang!:):)This is the 2nd time i got free tickets to catch a movie and the feeling's quite shiok.Not that i'm a cheapo but wah lao,who doesn't like to win free things?!Don't lie don't lie!!

Okay,i guess that's about it.I feel i have more things to update but i don't know what is it.LOL!!!And tonight's kim's party!Not sure if i'd be able to attend though.Shall see how it goes!:)

Til den!

2009-05-24T21:22:00.002+08:00

Going off to Phuket in less than 8 hours time!Hope it'll be a good one though.Finally got the time off to relax.

Heeee!:D:D

Be back on Friday!

Hannah Montana - The Movie!

2009-05-22T23:29:00.008+08:00

Did i ever mention that i'm kinda like a Hannah Montana mini fan?

LOL!Okay,laugh all you want.I know i'm not getting any younger and yet i still can't get over that phase.But really,the series are pretty darn funny.

I was getting all excited when i know they were gonna make a Hannah Montana - The Movie.Sam and myself are so ONZ for that show!

Okay,so of the 5 songs in the Hannah Montana movie,admittedly,i really like two of the songs(and that's because i haven't had the chance to listen to the other three.)And they are,yes lah..you guessed it.

1)The Climb and

2)Hoedown Throwdown

I bet most of the people are gonna choose The Climb so i'm gonna do something normal people wouldn't do and choose The Climb too.

HAHAHAAA!Not funny i know.Okay,i actually prefer Hoedown Throwdown .

I was watching the movie trailer a couple of months ago and there was this part they started dancing to that song.Didn't really like it at first,but somehow it catches my attention after awhile and i found myself humming to that song.So i got really hyped up and randomly clicked on whoever's on my MSN and went like,

Me:Boom boom clap!Boom de clap de clap!

And most of them went like,WTF?!

I know who's the one that can be influenced easily and bingo!Sam was my target!I made her sing along that song and the next thing i know,she was clicking on every other videos of Miley Cyrus.

I really feel this could be an ice-breaker song.Imagine at a bbq party when it's getting really boring,this is what you can do.

'Everybody come on, off your seats. I'm gonna tell you about a beat,that's gonna make you move your feet..'

And probably do the dance alil bit.However,you may need to meet a few criteria to do a good Hoedown Throwdown.

1) Be a really good sport.
2) Not to feel awkward when no one responds.
3) Engage with the crowd baybeh!

Yup.You probably need to be really good with people to be able to carry that off.

Anyhoos,do remember to catch HANNAH MONTANA : THE MOVIE when it hits Singapore cinemas on 4 June 2009!!:):)

Boom boom clap!Boom de clap de clap!

2009-05-18T13:03:00.009+08:00

I was randomly browsing photos on FB and some blogs and i realised the most anticipating moment to look forward on a 21st birthday party is the cake.

The other day i went to my primary school friend's chalet and the first thing everyone took picture of is the cake.For a moment,my friend really felt neglected.HAHAHAHA!

So yup,birthday cakes thesedays are getting more and more..innovative and i'm pretty darn amazed by it!

For 21st birthday cakes,these are some of the interesting ones i've found online.

And now,for even normal occasion,you can get cakes like..for example,

Sexy bikini butt??

Dragon Fruit?

3D car?(although it looks like those you burn during 7th month.maybe choose other colours?LOL!)

Hamburger????

Handphone??

This is awesome!Logo cake??

Maggi Mee??

Pool table?

Printer????

Or even,La Pi Xiao Sin!

I know there are alot more unique cakes out there but that's all i can find online.HAHAHAA!Amazing man!Imagine all the preparation and hardwork!With all that,there's certainly a pricey price to pay!

I still love my cake!:):)

2009-05-15T13:21:00.007+08:00

Hello there!:)Since i'm very free today,i shall update!

We had a surprise mini gathering for Wiki on Tuesday at Mind's Cafe.It was really a very last minute decision because everyone was like,'Anything' or 'No money' and things like that which really doesn't help at all.So i called up a few people and out of the few,only Roy,Kim and Xueling turned up.But well,we did had a great time nonetheless!

After which,Esther and Sam went home.Wiki and Andrew went off and the rest of us went over to Marina Barrage in Roy's car.Friggin dangerous driver man!Anyway,Marina Barrage is damn nice okay!!Oh my god,i really fell in love with that place.It's my first time there and yes,not gonna be the last!:D:D Chilled for awhile and Roy had to pick his brother up so he dropped us at somewhere along Little India and Kiong,Christy and myself took a cab home.

Wednesday was class again and by break time,half the class was gone.HAHAHAAH!And my classmates seemed to be amazed each time i turned up for class.Their next question after the usual,'wah!you're here!' would be 'going home during break isit?.'

LOL!!Hard to act guai.

Anyway,this was what happened yesterday.

As usual,went to work in the afternoon and Natalia stayed till i knocked off and we went to have our dinner at TPY central.Just as we were about to reach the escalator,this auntie initially tried to stop Nata to talk to her but Nata ignored her.I was behind Nata,so i saw what happened and i tried to go to the other corner,hoping the auntie wouldn't see me but alas!The stupid dustbin blocked my way and the auntie quickly stopped me from walking.-____-" Idiot sia!

So the auntie kept talking and talking and we told her we will find her after our dinner and she was like,

(in mandarin)
Chao Auntie(C.A):Very fast one lah,5 mins the most.Come come!If you don't want then don't want lor,its okay.I won't force you to buy or anything.Just come!

No choice,we followed her.Never had the intention to get anything anyway!Just to 'eng siew'.

It's like those typical neighbourhood facial shop managed by auntie with super gross make up.The C.A herself is damn gross.Her make up is really like Ru Hua.No kidding!!

I think Ru Hua better looking than her!

So she kept going on and on about the facial and their products and blahblahblah,and she kept repeating this sentence.

C.A:Really lah,you think our shop will earn alot meh?Usually students we don't entertain one leh.You think we can earn anything from students?

Then why entertain us?Seriously.

So i merely asked her for a name card and the next thing i know,she flared up and literally threw the brochure she was holding and said,

C.A:For what you want the name card?We are just trying to help you to have better skin.Really lah,you think our shop will earn alot meh?Usually students we don't entertain one leh.You think we can earn anything from students?

YES,EXACTLY THE SAME THING.AGAIN AND AGAIN.

I really wanted to LOL.When Nata laughed,that C.A turned to her and said,

C.A:Xiao mei,you don't laugh.I'm serious.

So she started to get really agressive and i know from the moment she threw that brochure she is some fat chao ah lian that can't be trifled.So i went like,

Me:Erh,i don't want.Thanks.

Then you know what that bloody fugly C.A said to me not!?!?!She really raised the voice leh!

C.A:You don't thank me!I want to help you but you don't want to help yourself,too bad!*rolleyes*

Of course i rolled my eyes back at her before i left.

Dumbfounded please!!

Wah lao!Seriously,my heart was pounding damn fast that i don't know is it because i was damn pissed or that i was scared she will go crazy and come running after us with a chopper or something.

No wonder no business!I think even aunties also won't go in lor.My goodness!

Okay,i'm gonna do my stuff now!Ciao!

2009-05-12T12:55:00.005+08:00

Really,really suck to have a younger sibling.

I think i can continue complaining about this for as long as forever and it's still not gonna be enough.

Why can't i have a sensible/adorable younger sibling WHO DOESN'T ALWAYS THINK ABOUT HERSELF ONLY AND BEHAVE MORE LIKE A HUMAN THAN A BITCH?!Why can't Jon Paul be my little brother?!I will friggin dote on him lah!!Okay,i freaking dote on him now anyway.

Seriously.Maybe because i bloodily can't show my affection as an older sibling to a younger sibling that's why i 'transfer' all of that to even..random kids.

I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally want to move out asap!

Let me tio 4D soon please please please!!!

2009-05-05T11:40:00.006+08:00

For the past week,i've been going out with Sam.It was to the extent Jeffrey Wijaya went like,

Jeff:Are you guys lesbians?

And Sam didn't help much by putting her FB status as '..i'm in love with a girl'.It's a song by Gavin Degraw by the way.-____-"

We are too straight to be gay!!I also wanna be gay.I also don't want to everyday think of Edison.You think i want meh!I can't help it what!

So,she came to my place for a sleepover on Sunday since both of us didn't have to work on Monday and initially,we wanted to go cycling and all but we only came back home at about 4 in the morning.

Before that,met up with Jeffrey at United Square and i think it's a place where mhssian hangs out.Bumped into Sam Chua at Starbucks(she's always there btw)and then Andy,who was at Starbucks with his family.Like,damn cool please.Who hangs out with their family at Starbucks?!

Then Christy,Kel and Wiki came and we ate at foodcourt.Didn't know where to go after that,so we went back to Starbucks.After awhile,Andrew came from nowhere and we were there till about 11.30pm.

They wanted to watch Wolverine,so we cabbed down to Kallang Leisure Park only to have the counter closed infront of us.-____-".So yah,quite fated not to watch movie cus i'm not really a movie kinda person you see.LOL!Unless the trailer catches my attention,then the probability of me watching the show would be higher.

Since it was a Sunday night,we didn't really have many places to go.So Sam,Kel and myself went to Mustafa instead.The rest went to play L4D.

I think Mustafa is such a Anything-Can-Happen place.

We saw a mouse scurried to the other side of the luggage section right infront of our very eyes.INSIDE of Mustafa k!And then while we were at the tidbits section,Kel came across this half packet chips that was left on the shelf,er..literally.Wah lao,want to eat then finish it lah..leave there for what?Bai swee?

Anyway,i think i'm really getting old.I can no longer stay up late,have a few hours of rest and feel energetic the next day.I was really struggling to keep my eyes wide open the whole of yesterday.And i really will moodswing.Not kidding!

LOL!

One year ago,i passed my TP.
One year later,which is today,i am gonna take out my P plate!

Time flew past so fast!!SCARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-30T11:24:00.002+08:00

Morning sinus kinda suck.I've sneezed a total of 17 times for the past hour!-____-"

Okay,make that 18.

Man!I feel sooo sleepy now.

The weather is slowly taking a toll on me.Some days it's hot,some days it's cool,like today.Wah lao,hot and cold man.No wonder everyone's falling sick thesedays!

Anyway,last night met up with Christy,Miss Piggy,Sam,Kiong and Wiki for Kbox!Was supposed to be down at Chijmes for the American Idol Screening but since most of them didn't wanna go,we had a change of plan instead.

It was fun!I mean,it's always good to be hanging out with good'ol friends right?

Christy and gang are thinking of going to Phuket end of May and i really wanna go!But i have to see if it clashes with my class test or not..if not,i'm so ONZ for this trip!:):)

My mind's kinda blank right now because i'm preparing for another sneeze.Okay,i'm gonna go now!Get ready for work!:(

2009-04-26T23:43:00.004+08:00

This year's Star Awards is so damn boring.Kinda sian to see all the lao jiao gone and what's left are the newbies.And the Little Nyonya gang.

Purposely postponed the annual ceremony just so Little Nyonya can win so many awards is like wtf.However,i'm so not surprised that Jeanette Aw didn't win the much anticipated female lead award.Just don't have that feeling she will win it but i was surprised Joanne Peh won.I'm just so glad the craze for TLN is over.Or at least i hope!I admit i kinda like that show INITIALLY but after all the attention the show has been receiving,it really annoys me a hell lot.

When can we have good actors and actresses like Xie Shao Guang and Huang Biren again?Now all the shows are like,dumb.All the idol kinda show..really can't act for nuts.

I really like Chew Chor Meng though!He was the only person i cried for when he received the award.He definitely deserves it because in that show,he really acted damn well and i really did cry because of him.He has always been one of my favourite local artist cus come on man,he's really quite cute okay!

Suddenly i feel like i'm a critic for Star Awards 2009.

I'm just disappointed that it's such a bore to watch this year!And,they neglected Kym Ng lor.

2009-04-24T16:33:00.003+08:00

Such a lazy friday afternoon!

I felt like doing some cleaning spree today and so,i did.Swept and mopped the floor,clean the fridge and kitchen and toilet and change my bedsheet and after all that,i just simply lazed around.Feel so gooooood although i'm like doing nothing.Just sitting on my sofa watching MTV.

SOMETIMES i do feel that having no maid is a good thing.You can just do your own thing and not worry if the maid is skiving or not.LoL!And the best thing is,you get to train yourself to do housechores.And i really mean TRAIN.For one,i've never really like washing dishes.I don't like my hands to feel wrinkled.Okay,that sounds damn bimbo and spoilt but you know,i just don't like lah.I know nobody likes but okay,never mind,shut up.But that's just SOMETIMES on days like today,when i feel hardworking enough to clean up the place.And it's also good lah,exercise what!

Anyway.the weather is so friggin hot!It'd be perfect if my living room has aircon but well,ceiling fan is just fine.

I really like the feeling of nua-ing at home.Sounds damn no life but i really like it!Like you can just leave the tv/radio on,listen to some music and just..nua~That's like the shiokest thing ever!I mean not everyday lah!Once in a blue moon then you can feel the shiokness.

I need some rain man!But definitely not like the other day's 'thunderstorm'.That's scary!

Okay,i think i'm starting to type crap..how ah?If i don't blog,i don't know what to do.I just feel like typing.Or not.Maybe i should just catch an afternoon nap!

2009-04-24T10:54:00.003+08:00

I can't wait for Universal Studios Singapore to open!!So exciting!!!:D:D

Was thinking to get a job there but i guess it's gonna be real hard because there are so many people applying!But that aside,i can't wait!!!!!!It's gonna be awesome!

Anyway,last night was kboxing with Miss Piggy.It was quite impromptu though!So she came across Justin Gaston while i was singing Lovestory by Taylor Swift and from then on,she has been gushing over him.

After kbox,met Kel for awhile and went back home.

I'm feeling so good now that i work on alternate days!I think it should stay this way.LoL!Alright,gonna grab some bites and then time to clean up my room!

2009-04-22T23:18:00.002+08:00

Just finished watching American Idol.

You know,i haven't really been an American-American Idol fan.More like American Idol Season 2 and 8 fan.This season's really full of talents!I was so blown away by Adam Lambert's performance!I thought he'd do something more..wild?But wow,really great rendition anyway!

Okay,i don't know what just happened.Is there gonna be a thunderstorm because the wind is freaking me out!!HOLY SHIT!!It's like damn scary man i swear!!!As though the winds are knocking on your windows..think i'm gonna sleep with the light on tonight!I very hum ji one okay.

So anyway,was out with Sam in the afternoon.Met her at Toa Payoh for some dim sum delights!After which,went to watch 17 again and MAN!There were only 3 persons when we went into the cinema!Can you believe it!?And that Sam was being really quite bimbo.She was actually looking for our allocated seats!!I was like,do you think anyone is gonna come up to you and tell you you're sitting at the wrong seats??!!??Seriously.I should hang out with people like her more often,makes me look smarter.LoL!

Ate dinner at the foodcourt which serves my favourite Indo food(quoted by Miss Piggy) but wah lao,they actually ran out of black sauce.Such a spoiler!Didn't really finish the chicken because it just doesn't taste right.

Basically we just hanged around at TPY central and really,it's such a cool place man!It has everything!

That pretty much sums up my day,pictures are with Sam.

Working tomorrow and i'm feeling great because from now onwards,i have 3 off days!!Life is wonderful!:D:D

2009-04-20T13:05:00.003+08:00

I envy people who can express themselves so well in words.By that,i don't mean using bombastic words.I feel it's very unnecessary to keep using big words just to show that your command of the language is above average.

In fact,people who can use simple words to express themselves and make people feel and understand what they are putting across are really the ones who are above average.Way above.

I've been reading this particular person's blog and what the person has been writing are her inner thoughts.It's not really what we call,Emo,but more like yah,inner thoughts.She can easily portray her day in like what,2 sentences and you know how good or bad her day was.It's really quite impressive.I like to read things like that.It opens up my thinking too.

'Attractiveness on the outside could only last that long. Real attractiveness comes from within,and it's everlasting.'

That,I realised.And i'm not a lesbian.

2009-04-20T00:26:00.007+08:00

Just uploaded the videos from Jon Paul's birthday to my laptop.He's just too adorable to resist!!:):) Not sure why some of the videos went blank at the last part.Weird!

I said Happy Birthday to him and he just gave me a blank look..hahaa!

Don't ask me why i kept saying Happy Birthday Jon Paul.It was his birthday what!

2009-04-18T20:07:00.006+08:00

Hey,what's up!It's been awhile..

Exams are finally over for me!!!At least for now.4 more modules and i'm so done with PSB.:D:D Marketing was okay,i guess it's the only paper i'm pretty confident i will pass.

'Neways!Not gonna talk about exams anymore.Such a bore!

16th April:
My dear Jonnie Paullie's first birthday!He was pretty moody at first.I guess turning one kinda suck for him?HAHAAHA!Was racking my brain on what to get for him but in the end,i think the angbao my dad and sis gave him is enough..way more than enough!A XXXX sum,what say you?Turning one and got a 4 digit sum of angbao and ME?Turning twenty-one and got none.Fancy getting jealous over my dear JP.No way lah!He definitely deserves it!:):)He's been such a joy to the family!Love him to bits!

So we got him a big balloon with a bear in it and we were saying he's definitely gonna burst the balloon just to get the bear out.But the balloon's really nice leh,wah lao.

Now,the JON PAUL way to score a sip of honeydew sago!

1)First,you must smile.Even if the person is not looking at you,you must SMILE.Best if can see your puffed up cheeks from behind.

2)Next,pose for the camera!

3)Then,look super engross into the food.Doesn't matter if it's honeydew sago or not.Just have to look engross.Remember,ENGROSS.

4)Finally,YES!SCORE!!!!

JON PAUL'S FIRST BIRTHDAY!!:):)

The first round of desserts.Forgot to take the 2nd and 3rd round.LOL!!!

Me:Oie,why you cover your face!
Cousin:No,must act like those paparazzi shots!

Anyway on that day itself,both sis and myself went to Toa Payoh to settle some stuff and down to Marina Square to collect my NEW BABY!!!!

I'm totally loving it lah!All thanks to my older sis!She said she wanted to surprise me with that phone for my birthday present but,surprise or not,i'm still very very happy and contented!:):)Love you Jie!It really burnt a big hole in her pocket and i felt really guilty actually.But well,since i'm not a frequent phone changer(ahem!think.7250i),it should worth the value.

Then Celine went to cut her hair and i went for a massage!My shoulders have been aching really badly..couldn't sleep at all the night before!So had the massage and it feels slightly better now.

After that was down to UIC Building for Jon Paul's birthday.It was good!Finally everyone was present.Because the last time we took the family picture,Celine was not in town.Food was okay but dessert was,wooooooo!

Celine,XT(younger sis),my cousin and myself = 19 bowls.

HAHAAAHAHHAHAH!!

I ate like 7 bowls of mango pudding alone and my cousin ordered quite a few bowls of honeydew sago for himself too.

Cousin:Eh li,want somemore not?
Me:You want?
Cousin:You want?
Me:On lah!
Cousin:Wah,on lah!How many?3?
Me:ON lah!You also lah!
Cousin:On lah!

LOL!!And then the last order came and the waitress was like,

Waitress:Okay,now last order already.Anymore orders?
Everyone said no..

(the table had 8 people but,she only looked at me..)
Waitress:You sure?No more desserts?Last order already leh.
Me:Har?Don't want already.

And my cousin and the GF started laughing.Seriously man?Quite embarrassing lah.I think they only noticed i'm the one eating.Bloody hell.

So after dinner,finally get to drive the car again.I was really abit worried because i really kinda lost touch.Dropped my dad back home,went Toa Payoh and get some grocerries and down to my mom's place.

Went back to work yesterday and it was boring as usual.No lessons till about evening time.Had lunch with Celine and she was saying she will never work there cus it's too boring.Oh well,it's not gonna be for long anyway.Just need this kind of job so that i can study at the same time too.

Then Sam went over to my workplace after her work and we waited for Natalia to finish teaching and went for dinner together.

HAHAHAHA!I thought this was pretty funny!

Nata and Sam

Sam and her toe cramps.Seriously.I don't know how she gets cramp out of a sudden..too excited maybe?

After dinner,she came over to my place and i got the car and drove her home before picking up Cel,XT,my mom and ah ma.Initially we wanted to go Mustafa to shop around but it was so friggin crowded and the queue for the carpark weren't even moving at all.So we ended up at Geylang looking at pokpok kay and Changi Village for trannies.

Please hor,my ah ma damn ONZ one k!

Me:Ah ma!Li ai ki tou lo?
Ah Ma:Chu zai li leh..(up to you)(i'm friggin familiar with that sentence because my ah ma always say that!)
Me:Orh,then wa lang ki Geylang ai mai?Then ka ki Changi kua ah kua
Ah Ma:Ai ki tio ki lor!

HAHAHAHAHAH!!WOOOOOOO!My ah ma is the most ONZ ah ma ever!:D:D

Once we reached Geylang,

Me:Ah ma!Dan ji kei li luo ki meng yi kei char bo gui lui ai mai?
Ah ma:Mai lah,dan ji kei tio par!(Don't want lah,later kanna whack)

HAHAHAHAHAA!!Okay,i know my hokkien sucks but agar is like that lah.

Damn funny lah my ah ma!LOL!!!

So we drove almost for about 3 hours,until my mom snored and ah ma kept falling asleep.Dropped them off and we went over to Holland V for another grocerry shopping again.Came back home and i was totally zonked out!

So today Celine went back and we'll be seeing her end of june again.I can't wait for end of year to arrive!I wanna go travel.............................................................................!!

Woooo!Longest post ever!

Night y'all!:):)

2009-04-14T15:28:00.003+08:00

Studying at home is not good at all.

Ever since Mcdelivery started,the lazy bug in me has been getting worser by the day.I'd be too lazy to go down and buy a takeaway because,that's why.And Mcdonalds will automatically come into my mind.Sure it's a good thing for them,but definitely not for me!

Let's not talk about NOT eating healthily.It's burning a hole in my pocket too.:(

WHY,you ask.Because i've been ordering it for the past week or so!I've been eating those junks for as often as i can remember and it's sick.I swore i'm not gonna touch fast-food again for the next couple of months!I need real food man.

I can't wait to start Muay Thai!!Since i've switched to working part time starting this month,i guess i'm gonna have more time for myself!:):)

Last paper tomorrow and boy am i not excited!!!!Gonna have family dinner on Thursday for Jon Paul's birthday!Yipppppppppppppppp!Been quite awhile since i last saw that dear darling boy!Guess i'm gonna buy his present after my paper tomorrow!;)Can't wait!

Okie dokie,gonna hit the books now!Not literally.

2009-04-13T17:33:00.003+08:00

I seriously hate hate HATE Econs and Accts!As long as there's calculation,i'm done for.

It's such a miracle i managed to pass my math module!!

Anyway,Econs is really w.h.a.t.t.h.e.h.e.l.l!We have to draw graphs for ALL THE QUESTIONS,can you believe it?!ALL!!!!!My god.I don't even need the ruler to draw the axis anymore.Haha,i love my own jokes.Shut up!

Okay,so i'm prepared to RETAKE ACCTS AND ECONS AGAIN.Dead and gone.Wednesday is HRM,my last paper and i'm pinning so much hope on it,not.I just wanna pass it!I really wanna clear all the modules then i can bloody concentrate on stupid accounts and econs again.

Why did i even choose to take business course!?!Damnit!It's like i'm courting my own death man.My classmate is withdrawing soon because she can't take the stress.I tell you,this course really can drive us up the walls!It can get really stressful but i always choose to be more relaxed because i know if i'm stressed,nobody would wanna come near me.Just like how the other time,the Boss,Lady Boss and Nata was telling me they thought they offended me or something.I mean i'm pretty sure my friends won't want to see my stressed look too.It's really super kiam pah.

I just can't wait for Wednesday to come!!Then i will be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...for now!

2009-04-12T10:42:00.003+08:00

I've been feeling really lerthagic and sleepy lately.Must be the weather!It's been raining for the past few days and it's not helping me at all!How to study when the weather is so gooooooooood to sleep in!?

Last night i told myself to burn some midnight oil but guess what?I actually fell asleep!I know at the back of my mind i had to wake up to continue studying but i just couldn't!Every other hour,i will suddenly open my eyes and look at the time and i'll be like,

'okay now 1 ah,wake up at 2.'

And when 2 comes,

'okay now 2 ah,wake up at 3..ok,maybe 3.30.must really wake up'

when 3 comes,

'i can't.okok,4..4!'

and it continues until the clock hits 9.30am.

How man like that!?My exam is tomorrow leh.Not even a sense of urgency,my god.

3 more days before this misery is over!And Celine's arrival and JP's birthday!!!Can't wait,can't wait!!Why do i feel alil motivated now?HAH!

2009-04-09T12:03:00.003+08:00

I'm back at work today.Supposed to be 'on leave' still,but Nata can't come in the morning so have to cover for her.

Anyway,so we had our annual gathering last night and i'd say it turned out to be quite a flop.The number of people who turned up was so much lesser than expected.I did enjoyed myself but i'm not sure about the rest.The place Esther brought us was good.The band was good and well,overall it was okay.Was surprised to see Abishek after like what,2-3 years?!And guess what?He got sent out by the bouncer just cus he had a few sips of the champagne which was for the ladies!Biggest joke of the night.We ordered like so many drinks and he got kicked out cus of that few sips?Seriously.

We left about 11ish and the remaining sober people(Derrick,Andy,Kim,PK,Faizal,Jeff & GF and myself) headed out for tauhuey.I didn't know they haven't had their dinner and they ate like hungry ghost when the youtiao was served.It's like one moment it's there and the next,it's gone!

So before that i ordered my tauhuey,

Me:Wo yao leng de dou hua(I want cold beancurd)
The person who served us: HAH.(Think.The snobbish kind of HUH.)

And then Andy and myself burst out laughing.

Andy:Eh Cindy,she sounded like it's a matter of fact kinda thing.HAH!

LIKE SERIOUSLY MAN!?HAH?!I was left speechless for a moment.

But okay lah,since the tauhuey is really quite good,i shall forgive her for hah-ing me.And then that Derrick is becoming more violent each day!Keep hitting me leh,wah lao!
So after which,we all headed home.Shared a cab with Kim and PK and damn that taxi uncle!He drove like ong friggin big round man!Like really big round okay!!It's like for example,from Paragon to Taka.Instead of U-Turning at the junction or something,he goes all the way to CTE and down to Orchard.You know what i mean?Okay never mind.It's just friggin big round.

I'm gonna go to the airport later to send lady boss off.Work is sooooooooooooooo boring!

2009-04-05T15:32:00.002+08:00

SERIOUSLY!It's either i've got a jinxed mouth or Karen Tan!!!!!!!!!!!!I just saw a friggin HUGE lizard's tail in the toilet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOLY SHIT!

Buy 4D also not so zhun lor!

2009-04-05T14:52:00.003+08:00

I think i can only talk to Karen Tan for hours on the phone man!There were 2 days when we talked all the way till like 4 in the morning when i had to wake up at 8am for work.We can really talk about anything..from exams to steamboat to hokkien lesson to cockroaches to pregnant cockroaches to lizards.

So we were talking about which is more disgusting?Cockroach or Lizard.After arguing for like almost 1/2 hour,we came to a conclusion that actually,both are equally gross.And the next thing i know,we were scaring each other.

Me:The cockroaches are waiting for you in the room lor.
Karen:No lor,i off the lights already.
Me:Even better!You can't see them!They are everywhere,at every corner of your room.
Karen:You shut up lor.Scarli later when you look at your ceiling,the lizard is looking at you and drop it's tail.

Bloody shit.

Anyway,i really can't wait for our exams to be over!Then wa lang ai seh ki jia steamboat, worryless.:D:D

Oh yes,i've took off from the 7th-15th of april!Really gonna piah my studies and hopefully,pass them all!Really can't afford to fail another subject,it can really drive me nuts!Next wednesday will be the class gathering.Luckily it's after my maketing exam!Thursday will be sending my lady boss off and the rest of the days will be studying for my next 2 papers and waiting for Celine and Jojo's arrival!And 16th will be JON PAUL'S BIRTHDAY!!!He's turning one!OMG,ONE.

Celine:So how old is Jon Paul gonna be?
Me:One.
Celine:What?!ONE?!But he's been around for so long!!

Which i thought was pretty funny.LOL!!Errr,okay..bimbo jokes lah.

2009-04-03T10:47:00.002+08:00

I'm going to sit for my accounts paper in less than 2 hours time.

No feelings at all.

Die just die lah,don't care already.Accounts can really kill.After this paper,it's all about memorising for the next 3 papers already.So,good luck to me man!

Ok,gonna do my last lap of revision.Ciao for now!

2009-04-02T01:01:00.003+08:00

I think it's only a matter of time i'm gonna move out and stay on my own.It's quite tormenting to stay in a place where there's so little communication in the house and living with a dad who wants everything his way.Very demanding,very unreasonable..just very miserable staying here.Like there's not gonna be much difference if i were to stay alone anyway.

Trust me,i'm not being childish or anything.I'm not someone who acts rashly only to regret my actions.This is an important decision and i'm definitely gonna need to do some planning before i make any huge move.

Didn't had any choice when i was younger,when i can't really support myself.I'm not saying i can fully support myself now but at least,i'm able to earn my own bucks and get on without taking money from my dad.In the past,he could only threaten me with my allowance whenever i misbehave.What else can parents do seriously?Their only way to 'get back' at us is simply using the very direct and practical way - Cut out any financial means that we are reliant on.

Well too bad for you people who are still taking your folk's money.You just gotta bear with it.I mean,i'm pretty sure not everyone's parents are as mean as mine.

Like recently,and yes,recently,i don't know what has gotten into my dad.Ever since the starting of 2009,it's been like a cursed or something!His temper has been getting from bad to worse and now,worser.

I just can't stand being 'financially threatened' .What?The most give him back the credit cards lor?I seriously won't die without credit cards.In fact,i gave him back the 2 cards which he gave me and i felt so much better now that the temptation of wanting to swipe the card for the sake of swiping it is gone!Kind of like a load off my back.And he will start saying things like,

'So you think you work now means very big deal lah?What can you do with your salary?'

And all that shit.Yah,it's a big deal to me man!All i have to do now is to clear all my debts from him and i'll be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!Then i don't have to listen to his piercing words.

He also asked me to stop using his car.Fine.Not that i'll die without driving either!Worse come to worse,if i ever were to drive again,my driving skills will be as lousy as i just started and probably,for me getting into an accident will be x 10000000000 times higher only what.

Can't really find anyone to talk about this kind of thing.Their answer will be damn standard.Very sian.

Hai,ok..time to hit the books again.

2009-03-29T23:25:00.004+08:00

I almost fainted when i switched on my laptop just now.All i can see was a Recycle Bin icon on the main screen and NOTHING ELSE!!My Start menu was blank too!I was quite calm at first,thinking everything will be okay after i restart my laptop.So i did,and the same thing happened again.

I was practically cursing all the way until i found the 'solution'.I just randomly clicked on whatever i can see because i mean,since everything is supposedly 'gone',no harm clicking whatever you see right!And phew!Finally got anything fixed again.Scary man!

So,i met up with Binghong after my work and finally someone can help me with accounts!I'm sooooooooo thankful man!I think other than Karen,the only person whom i can understand the explaination will be Binghong.Seriously,i need someone who can explain to me and though sometimes Karen will be like,

'Can't explain one,it's like that!'

I can SOMEHOW still understand her.And wah lao,Binghong..seriously.*kudos*And i'm so guilty for asking him to come down all the way from Bukit Panjang!That's like friggin far man!Really owe him a big favour.Gonna meet up with him again on Thursday for a final revision before my exam on Friday!I just can't wait for the exams to be over!!!!!!!!!!!

This week flew by so quickly!I worked almost everyday this week and gonna be working for the next 3 days before i take off again for my revisions!Tiring man,seriously!

Guess i'll be updating more after my exams then!

2009-03-25T15:15:00.004+08:00

I've finally understood how private institutions make money.They will make you sit for your re-exam on the same month as your current exams so that you can't juggle all your modules and bingo!Fail again!Fail again means what?

Means REMODULE.
REMODULE means what?
Means MORE MONEY.

SEE!That's their evil plan!Money suckers!!

They make it seem like they are being fair but actually you know what,they are not!How can they put the examination dates so bloody near lah!Harna!I know i'm not the only one studying in that bloody school but it's so friggin unfair man!Don't even start with 'who ask you don't wanna study hard..blahblahblah',it's not about me now!It's about them!

Money suckers,seriously!

2009-03-23T12:33:00.003+08:00

I feel so hardworking today.Did my laundry,changed my bedsheet and packed my table.Life still kinda suck without a maid.

So i took leave on Saturday and met my cousin cus i seriously need someone to help me in my accounts.And erm,yah..not much of a help but it's ok lah!Really appreciate it!:):)She came all the way down from Jurong leh..so i'm feeling guilty too!She say i always 'bully' her,made her come down all the way from Jurong.HAHAHAHAAH!True ah..

And then yesterday was back at work.

Gosh!It was so quiet because there wasn't any lessons going on!And the 'best' thing was - the internet was down!!Can you imagine me being stucked there from 10am-7pm with NO ONE,NO INTERNET - NOTHING.Okay,maybe my Accounts notes.Luckily Sam ended work at 3pm and since she was just 1 MRT stop away from me,she decided to accompany me till i knocked off.Cool shitzo!So we went to get FOOD.1 pint of Ben&Jerry,Ice-cream milkshake and Mcdonalds.Seriously,that's the only thing we can do.

So after work,i accompanied her down to Haji Lane to collect her dress and we walked over to the steamboat place to meet Kelvin,Kelvin's friend and Wiki for steamboat.Reached home about 10ish.

This week is gonna be a long week for me because Nata is going back to Indo.Which means?I have to cover her shifts too.Damn..working is really a waste of time.When you work,you can't study.I've tried bringing my books there to study but whenever i wanna get down to it,there'll be endless calls and things for me to do.It's a cursed or something!Damn idiot one leh.Then everytime when i don't wanna study,the whole place will be so quiet..like yesterday!

Ok,i'm gonna go now.Bye!

2009-03-19T12:13:00.005+08:00

I know this is very random:

I WANT TO EAT ZHUI KUEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(picture kop from google's image)

Hmm...

2009-03-17T22:28:00.003+08:00

Met up with Esther after my work at Novena's TCC and i was an hour late,even though my workplace is just across the street.Hahaaa!Apparently i was talking to lady boss and she decided to 'give me a lift' on the way.Not that i'm lazy okay!Just..some things.

Anyway,that Miss Piggy really cracks me up big time!So we ordered our drinks and the waiter came,

Waiter:Rose Juliet?
Esther:Orh,Rose Juliet is her.

*GASP*
I never knew i was Rose Juliet until i met her.

She probably got too excited upon seeing her Litchi Tea Freeze or maybe she was too hungry - I don't know.But,WAH LAO EH!!'Her' and 'Hers' alot of difference leh!Chicken NAI NAI POK!

While Miss Piggy was laughing,i suddenly realised her laughter sounds like a horse.HAHAHAHAH!No,seriously.I shall record it down one day and make her famous.

And we felt so bloody cheated!We went over to Haagan Daz for some waffle ice-cream,and in the end,that waffle is so pathetically small that only one scoop of ice cream could be on it.REALLY FELT DAMN CHEATED OK!The picture looks damn big lah!With maple syrup somemore!But in the end?We only got a friggin small waffle which i can finish in one mouth.Not that my mouth is big,it's just an example.

I was so 'dui' when i realised today is a Tuesday.Which means?Gelare has got 50% off!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I know this post seemed very choppy.Like 'ji bua ji bua' cus i just wanna summarise everything and go to sleep!

K,that's all.Bye!

2009-03-12T12:58:00.002+08:00

My god.

Me:Scientology is bullshit!
Celine:Oh,then Tom Cruise must be a bull.
Me:WTF?
Celine:Because shit can't be so handsome right?

WTF!??!!SERIOUSLY.

She keeps saying she didn't see any blonde in LA but i guess she hasn't really looked into the mirror yet.

2009-03-11T22:48:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOD,study is killing me!!!!

I'm so dead i swear!

I REALLY HATE STUDYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ACCOUNTS IS FRIGGIN KILLING ME!!I don't know how am i supposed to cope!I still have Econs,Marketing and HRM to cover..damnit!

I think i can't study at home.I've got too many distractions!Think i should head out to Esplanade library tomorrow.

Anyway i'm watching American Idol now while blogging.Cool shit!This week's theme is Michael Jackson and i love all his songs!

Great stress reliever!

DANNY GOKEY IS THE MAN!!!

BTW,i think Paula Abdul is drunk.She looks and sounds drunk.The judges are not really making any sense at all?Give more constructive advices!!Gosh.

2009-03-11T11:02:00.006+08:00

It was my grandma's birthday yesterday.Actually,every year is different because they follow the chinese calender.Anyway,it was good..i stoned like 3/4 of the time because i woke up at 7am in the morning.

Went to her place right after i knocked off at 2pm and became the receptionist there.

Cake from me this year!Nice ah...

My niece who has grown up so quickly!

HAHAHAAAH!Guess what will my grandma wear next year?LOL!!I was telling my relatives that every year,grandma wears the same shirt.

There's still aplenty of photos to be uploaded but i'm just damn lazy right now.

My leave starts today and that means i have to start mugging now!

Hate studying!

2009-03-08T01:04:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but i just felt like calling Karen just now and when she picked up her phone,her reply was,

Karen:Oh my god.
Me:Huh?
Karen:I swear i was just thinking about you like one sec ago.
Me:SERIOUSLY?
Karen:YAH!!!
-OMG here OMG there-
Karen:I was thinking to msg you after i highlight my sentence..

Goodness!It was really damn scary.It's just at that moment kind of thing.

Seriously,sometimes i think i share a telepathy with all my friends.Somehow or another.

Like this morning,i was online searching for the Fisheye camera and just now while i was on MSN,i saw Derrick's nick mentioning about Fisheye and he told me he just bought the lens.

Then there's the other day when i called Miss Piggy and almost right after i called,Sam called in too.I swear we didn't talk to each other before that!

Like there's really too many such incidences and you find it amusing and amazing at the same time!

I know very random ah..sorry.Going to sleep now!Bye!

2009-03-07T23:00:00.003+08:00

Samantha Heah is damn idiotic.

Me:Oh my god!Are you like praising me?
Sam:Oh shit,i think i am.

And guess what?That woman thinks she's damn cool balls.

Yeah balls!

She left a comment on my FB saying,

'We look like DJ's balls!'

Yah,DJ'S BALLS.How does a DJ's balls look like!?

2009-03-05T22:48:00.005+08:00

Was out with Sam today.Initially wanted to Wii again but decided to go Marina Square instead.

Ate at HKCafe;played arcade(like yah~hahaa!)then off to watch Slumdog Millionaire and my goodness,that show is fantastic!Totally deserved the awards they have won!I mean,the child actors were really awesome.Kudos!

Media Fiesta.Some media thingy where they invited 3 of the ah lian looking singtel grid girls.oh gosh,i certainly hope this year's grid girls will be of much higher standards.Like,seriously.

Anyway,i digress.

You know i used to think to myself how nice it would be if i were the only child.No such thing as siblings rivalry and such but that was before i was on better term with my elder sis.

I believe all of us who have siblings would have gone through the stage where you would quarrel/argue/fight about anything and everything.Unleashing all your childish/fierce/unknown sides and whatnot.

And then as you get older,when your maturity reached to a certain level,you would somehow or another learn to forgive and forget,to know when to listen,to know when to apologise when you know you're at fault,to know you need to communicate to sustain a relationship,to know to be more responsible for your own actions and the list goes on.

I'm not saying that nobody quarrels when they get older.It's just lesser.

For my elder sis and my case,i guess we just kind of let it go.Sometimes when i think back about our bad past(our quarrels/our really really bad terms with each other),i'm just really very thankful and happy that we are getting along so damn fine right now!I really am!It was something i thought which will never happen.

I've always hope the same miracle will happen to my younger sis and me but you know what,i'm more than definite it will never happen.

I really envy those people who can treat their younger sibling so well,be so close to them,cuddle them and you know,just being such a loving older sibling to the younger ones.I've always wanted to be that but my younger sis has never given me a chance to.Or rather,given herself a chance to show people that she deserved to be shower with love like that.

Her mentality is just,i don't know.It's just something i can't stand her.

She's friggin 17 but she acts like a 13-year-old.

I get it.

'She's the youngest'
'She's still young'
'Treat her better'
'Don't bully her'
'She will listen'
'Give in to her'

Whatever.

I don't act like that when i was 17!?Did they excuse me like how they excuse her when i was 17?All i ever got when i was 17 was,

'You're old enough to think for yourself'
'Be more responsible for your own actions'
'You're not a small girl anymore,grow up!'

And now that i'm 21,i still have to shoulder that extra responsibility on making sure that the younger one is being taken care of when i had to constantly look out for myself when i was her age?!And even getting scolded because of her doings and not even my f*ing fault at all?

Very funny.

I don't even know what or how to feel anymore.

I just hope someone will friggin scream at her or just give her a big tight slap to wake her up from her bloody dreamland.

So sick and tired of it!

2009-03-04T21:24:00.004+08:00

I suddenly recalled my dream last night,went to google it and this is what i've found.

Teeth:
Normally an unfavorable sign in a dream. It signifies displeasure and also shows that you are afraid of losing someone dear to you.

And this is not the first time i've dreams involving my teeth.There was once,i dreamt that my whole upper set of teeth dropped and yah,it was damn scary because it felt real.Last night's too.I dreamt my 2 front teeth were really shaky and i didn't even dare to drink..in my dream.And another time was i had buck tooth instead,which i think i blogged about it.

So i was curious and went on to search for more 'meaning of dreams' and these are the ones that usually occurs to me.

Falling:
Loss of honor. Fear of failure. Loss of power and feeling out of control.

Running:
No restraint. Freedom. Distance. There is something that you want to escape from.

Choking:
Restricted communication. Afraid to say something.

Fight:
Violent resolution. Release of energy. Building or releasing conflicts.

Finding:
Discovery. Realization.Infidelity.

Laughing:
Relaxation. Volatility. Need for spontaneity.

Crying:
Emotional release. Grief. Domestic trials are on the way. Emotions need to be released

Wah lao,it's all kinda true.Oh gosh.Why am i giving myself so much stress?!

And to end off.This is for you,Celine.

Food:
Pleasure or greed. Nourishment. Fortune in love affairs.

HAHAA!Tell me about it.

2009-03-04T20:17:00.002+08:00

Miss Piggy posted this video on FB and i swear,it really inspires me.I can't help but to cry because i don't know,it's just what i'm feeling right now.

If life hits you hard,are you going to finish strong?

I hope i will.

Enjoy the video.