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Cindy.Chen
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+25th Jan 1988. +20 years old +PSBAcademy. +mhss. +family. +music. +travel
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Saturday, October 20, 2012
I guess blogging still kinda helps in a way!Felt slightly better after writing my previous entry and i did a self-reflection. Like i've said, we tend to take things for granted knowing that our family will be there no matter what. But then again, nothing will ever stay the same. Things might change a few years down the road, and i'd probably regret my actions if i were to read it in a few years time and hoping to amend my mistakes etc when its all too late. So yup, time to change my terrible attitude! My assignments have been piling up and it's not good because i know i'm a procrastinator when it comes to studies. I will just rush through my essays at the eleventh hour and keep cursing and swearing at myself for being so last minute (ALL THE TIME) and would promise (but never kept to it) to start my revision/assignment earlier! -_-" It's such a bad habit which i think i'd never be able to kick off! One more year, Cindy. One more year and everything will be over! For studies at least! I seriously can't wait. Yeah yeah, i'm used to hearing the 'studying is always better than working' theory but when people say that, more often than not, they tend to forget about the assignments and exams part! So yes, constantly reminding myself to tahan for just 1 more bloody year. And i'll be done! Labels: assignment, blogging, reflection, study cindy [
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Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Lately, i feel my attitude sucks..and i don't know why!I get so annoyed by little things and would flare at people whom i love most, my family.:( I know it's not right and we human always take things for granted knowing that family would never forsake us no matter how we treat them. And i really hate myself for that. I honestly don't know what has happened to me. It's like i feel my attitude changed ever since the starting of October for whatever (i don't even know!) reasons. It's a ritual my dad would drop me to school on Saturday mornings before heading to gramps and usually, we will have endless topics to talk about. Like really endless and i would always hope the ride was longer. But for the past couple of weeks, i had nothing to talk to him about. Or rather, i just didn't feel like talking. I don't know. My mom too. I was so angry with her yesterday, i actually slammed the door at her. Of course i felt really guilty after that but i just can't bring myself to apologise. For some reason, i'm really scared that the 'old' me is back. That rebellion and not give a damn to anything or anyone 'me'. JUST WHAT THE F*** IS WRONG WITH ME THESEDAYS?!?!!?!?IT'S REALLY DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! Argh! Labels: bad attitude, family, me, reflection cindy [
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Tuesday, October 02, 2012
Alright,let's not dwell on the negative thoughts.Anyways..the other day I was feeling alil bored and I went on to send out my résumé for the fun of it.I know right,itchy fingers!
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